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God bless You all
Amen
I’ve been praying and I’ve been studying
and I want to share something with you
that I believe God is doing not just in
my life I believe it’s a prophetic word
and I believe he’s doing it in the lives
of all of us and I want to share with
you what God has given me I’m going to
be speaking out of the book of Joshua
you’re visiting for the first time it is
our custom to stand for the reading of
the word I’m in Joshua 2 verse 8 to lay
context for the text at this point the
children of Israel are about to move
into the promised land Moses has died
and since his death they’ve had to
undergo a few things but now God has
raised up another leader and God has
told this leader it’s time for you to
finish what Moses started and so before
they cross over the Jordan River and
into the promised land he sends two
spies over to Jericho and they end up
finding refuge in the home of a working
woman by the name of Rahab she is what
the Bible would call a harlot but what
2019 would call a sex worker and they
find refuge in her home and she says
something to them that hit me so deep in
my spirit because God can use anybody to
deliver a word and I think she’s given
us something to think about this is
Joshua 2 verse 8 it says now before they
lay down so these two spies are spying
out Jericho and they’re afraid that
they’re going to get caught because the
king of Jericho has learned that they
are in the city but Rahab creates a safe
space for them but before they lay down
she came up to them on the roof and said
to them men I know that the Lord has
given you the land and that
terror of you has fallen on us and that
all of the inhabitants of the land are
faint-hearted because of you but we have
heard how the Lord dried up the Red Sea
for you when you came out of Egypt and
what you did to the kings of the Amorite
hsihu were on the other side of the
Jordan Sion and Ark whom you utterly
destroyed and as soon as we heard these
things our hearts melted neither did
there remain any more courage in anyone
because of you for the Lord your God He
is God in heaven above and on earth
beneath Spirit of the Living God my
prayer tonight is that you would fall my
prayer is that you would fall with such
glory and such clarity that anything
that has been confusing us and clouding
our mind would have to leave my prayer
is that you would fall with such weight
in such a glory that creativity would
spring back that healing would come that
cancer would have to go that depression
couldn’t stay my prayer is that the King
of glory would step into this room and
that he would pour out a blessing that
we don’t have room enough to receive the
kind of blessings that money can buy but
generational promises bring up after
that’s the kind of God that we serve so
father I’m asking that you would use
every part of me for your glory that
there would be no telling where I end
and you begin because we are so in sync
in this moment god I thank you for what
you’ve already decided to do in this
place and I just ask that you bring us
into alignment that there would be no
distractions no fear no insecurities
just you speaking a word to us your
people in Jesus name Amen
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I have to tell you when I was studying
today I was like so nervous and so
anxious I couldn’t fully get my work
together and the devil told me to preach
what pastor Tori preached on Sunday
because it was so good unto my soul I
radically changed my life I wanted to
throw my shoe at you but I didn’t want
to have to see you or security out on
them streets but I will next time you
preach like that is anyone grateful for
the gift of God that is on pastor Terry
is right thank you baby
he’s radically changed my life you know
I am a speaker preacher person because
of pastor Trey mhm I had never really
like preached before until he asked me
to come preach here at the potter’s
house at 1 la like what was just one
church then and I was about five years
ago and he asked me if I would preach on
his sign and I was like Sunday’s aren’t
really my thing but panels got you but
since then he is you know really just
pushed me and propelled me into my
destiny in a way that I could have never
imagined I’ve been preaching now for
almost 5 years and thanks guys
but I still get so so nervous and my
kids will tell you like I’d be at home
stressing but something happened to me
that I wanted to share with you guys in
2018 I was praying I was studying and I
was supposed to be preaching and at that
time I was like preaching more than I’d
ever preached in my entire life and it
was just making all of these different
demands of me and my relationship with
God and I just got to this point where I
realized that if I were not intentional
about changing my mind about my identity
that I would literally like die that
there would be a version of me that was
never manifested because my fear was
standing in the way so in order for me
to really walk in who God has called me
to be in to walk in the anointing and
the gift that he’s given me I had to be
willing to restructure so I want to talk
to you guys tonight about restructuring
because if we are not intentional about
restructuring our lives there is a
version of us that will not live and
there is another version of us that will
continue to live but that should die so
if I say to myself I’m not a speaker and
I’m not a preacher and I’m not going to
do it if I don’t restructure my mind to
embrace what God is doing down on the
inside of me then I can never fully
manifest the things connected to my life
but all of this is a result of
restructuring and restructuring is not
easy and restructuring is scary and
restructuring weak rot requires that we
let go of everything we thought we knew
so that we can figure out what we don’t
know God I didn’t think I was a speaker
I didn’t think I was a preacher but you
did something down on the inside of me
that’s making me believe that I can step
into it so god I have to restructure the
and the paradigms and the rhythms that
make me feel like I’m not qualified if
you’re calling me to do something
sometimes your greatest enemy is not
underneath your feet it’s in between
your ears it is what you tell yourself
about who you are and what God has
called you to do and I believe now more
than ever that we are having to
restructure so that we can manifest the
identity and the reflection that God is
holding up when he says this is who you
are which means that you have to change
your mind about who you are I can’t be
who I used to be and be Who I am
becoming at the same time I got a
restructure in my mind I can’t do the
things that I used to do and show up the
way that I need to show up I got a
restructure in my mind I’m not under
construction I’m restructuring I’m gonna
use the same pieces I’m just gonna place
them differently I’m restructuring my
mind and when we find the children of
Israel in this text they are undergoing
a restructuring God is not demolishing
who they were he is restructuring who
they were feel like that that is a word
thank you for saying that
because sometimes we’ll think that God
is demolishing us that God has tearing
us down to nothing but in reality what
he’s doing is restructuring you and so I
got a dismantle what you’re familiar
with so that I can show you where to put
those pieces and where to put those
friendships and what season you need to
do this and what season you need to do
that
I’m not messing up your life I’m not
tearing you apart I didn’t bring you out
here to leave you I’m just restructuring
things because the way you’re structured
when you’re wandering is different than
the way you have to be structured for
the promised land that structure works
when you were wandering but now you’re
about to walk into something and you’ll
still have the same pieces as when you
were wandering but I’m going to
restructure them in a way that makes
sense oh god help me I feel like I’ve
been going through a restructuring I’m
not changing but I am changing at the
same time I’m becoming more aware I’m
becoming more accurate I’m becoming more
intentional I didn’t move my mission I
didn’t move my purpose I’m just becoming
more focused I’m studying more I’m
getting more help than I had before I
don’t know how to explain it I don’t
know if I’m the only one who’s been
going through this but I just feel like
I’m being restructured I’m here on a
Thursday night at 8 o’clock because I’m
undergoing a restructuring I’m trying to
figure out what to do with all these
pieces I’m trying to figure out who I am
becoming God’s taking some things and
moving some things around them I’m being
restructured for the promised
because I’ve come to a place where I can
see it now oh I feel God on this when I
was wondering I couldn’t see the
promised land but I wondered my way into
seeing the promised land and now that I
can see where God was leading me all
along I can see that I can’t keep
functioning the way that I was
functioning and entered the promised
land I got a undergoing restructuring I
got a shift some things around coz I see
who you’re calling me to be now I see
what you’re calling me to do now and see
what my squad needs to look like I see
what my finances need to look like I’m
restructuring a few things yeah I’m
sorry but not sorry I’m busy but not
busy I’m restructuring for my
breakthrough
I’m restructuring for the promise
connected to my name
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and so
in order for the children of Israel to
step into the promised land Moses has to
die because restructuring cannot take
place unless something dies and these
aren’t the kind of deaths that you end
up thinking God for the separation for
not in the moment anyway there are some
things that you lose along the way that
doesn’t feel good
Moses had been leading the children of
Israel he’d been there with them
generations they trusted him he was the
one who brought them out of captivity
and so in order for them to move into
the Promised Land though they had to
have a changing of the guard some things
had to shift and be re-evaluated and it
struck me that sometimes trusting God is
trusting that when you say goodbye to
the good thing that it doesn’t mean that
you’re no longer going to grow I said it
trusting God means that when the good
thing goes it doesn’t mean that I will
no longer grow that’s how I wrote it in
my notes and that’s something for us to
really get down in our spirit because
there are moments when the good thing
goes and we think that was my one shot
and that was my own one opportunity that
was the one person who was going to help
me level up that good thing left
somebody and just because that good
thing is gone I wanted you to know that
that didn’t have anything to do with
your growth that if God was going to
grow you that he
need that good thing I’m not saying it
wasn’t good no disrespect to what you
had to say goodbye to I’m just saying
that you saying goodbye doesn’t mean
that that was the end of your purpose
and your destiny I don’t know who you
are I don’t know what job you lost I
don’t know what opportunity you lost I
don’t know what deal fell through but
I’m telling you to wipe those tears and
get ready to still walk into the
Promised Land that wasn’t the only
person who could lead you to next that
wasn’t the only opportunity that could
be your breakthrough you have to say
goodbye to the good things sometimes so
your growth can spring up so your mind
can kick in so your wisdom can show up
so your creativity can be initiated the
good thing left but it didn’t take your
growth you can still grow from this you
can still change from this you can still
have access I feel that for somebody
that good thing wasn’t your only way to
have access God said I’m the one that’s
come give you access and sometimes I
have to take the good thing away so you
don’t worship the good thing so that you
can trust that I wouldn’t get you to the
point where you could see it and not
take you over the edge I feel like
preaching in this place
I feel like that is about to push
somebody right on over the edge that I’m
about to show you that you didn’t need
doing that you didn’t need a bank to do
it
bet you didn’t need the studio to do it
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God’s got a million ways to do it I got
a million ways to do this thing I could
radically change your whole life with
one word I speak a word and not sin
smooth
I took the thing I took the person but I
kept you in position I kept you hungry I
kept you waiting I know I took some
things but I didn’t take your hunger
when I take your hundred you can start
asking me questions but somebody’s still
hungry after all they’ve been through
somebody still believes
ooh
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it’s not over I’m just restructuring
it’s not over I’m just restructuring I’m
trying to get you ready for the Promised
Land I’m trying to make you unsacred
bull I’m trying to make you unbreakable
I’m trying to turn you into a nation
they were the children of Israel until
they cross over in that promised land
when they cross over in that promise
when they became a nation I used to be a
slave I used to be a wonderer
I used to need validation I used to
believe that when I made me who I am but
I crossed over in the Promised Land
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so I’m gonna just tell you that the
greatest obstacle the children of Israel
would have to overcome and this is what
we have to overcome the children of
Israel were used to being underdogs and
when you’re an underdog you see your
deficit and when you’re an underdog
you’re used to being counted out but I
heard something today when I was
studying God said you can’t say greater
is He that is in me than he that is in
the world and still count yourself as an
underdog that the most incredible thing
you can do right now is to start seeing
yourself as a front-runner yeah that’s
heavy
I know that’s heavy but just wagons
different when you think you’re the
front-runner but your confidence is
different when you think you’re the
front-runner you know you’re supposed to
be in the room when you think you’re a
front-runner you know that if God made
the way for you to be there that it was
because there’s something in this room
that has my name on it
and I know you’ve been down underdog for
40 years and I know you are slaved for
years before then but I hear God saying
I’m bout to break that generational
curse off of you
I’m bout to break this notion of you
coming behind off of you
taking you you got to learn how to
possess something you gotta learn how to
own something you gotta learn how to
walk into a room and take everything I
put in that room for you
what nothing
for me and
what that might sound
I’m drill I lay hold of everything
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this how I know that the children of
Israel were sleeping on themselves
because they sent spies into the land
they sent spies into the land and it
took Rahab to tell them that you didn’t
even have to send any spies to figure
out how you were going to do this
that we heard you were on the way we
heard you were on the way because of how
you ward when you were wandering we
heard you were on the way because of the
victories you had when you were
wandering we heard you were on the way
you didn’t have to send this spy the
king of Jericho heard you were in the
room god help me to say this thing cuz I
feel like somebody needs to know that
their destiny already knows they’re on
the way
there’s somebody already waiting in the
room that there’s an opportunity already
waiting on you to arrive
we already knew you were coming I need
somebody who’s receiving that word
to take him
what’s Ryan after lands
Rahab Rahab says I know who you are and
I know what you’re capable of and I know
who your God is and I know that he’s
already delivered this land into your
hands God is delivering territories
God is delivering territories God is
delivering Tara toys to the people who
once saw themselves as underdogs God
says I’m getting ready to position you
as frontrunner and I have to restructure
you now so that you can understand what
I’m positioning you for you see what you
have to understand is this the children
of Israel got cursed into wandering but
then returning to the promised land is a
sign because they’re returning to the
land that was always rightfully theirs
but they couldn’t get to the land that
was rightfully theirs until they got the
generational curses out of the way and
their belief broke the curse and when
their belief broke the curse they went
from dealing with generational curses to
generational promises and when God told
me to study this message he told me to
tell you that when he gets finished
pushing you over the edge
that your belief is gonna break the
curse and that the windows of heaven are
gonna be opened unto you
and that he is gonna pour out a blessing
that you don’t have room enough to
receive I hear God singing get ready for
overflow
generational promises
I hear guys saying the wholeness is
coming for your family
I know mental health the spinach
struggle
that’ll pick the wrong
he master on a push – over there
but it puts you over the edge your
Bronco win the promise
I can’t I can’t access the promise until
we break this curse and I can’t break
this curse until i restructure the
belief system that’s found on the inside
of me and I came here to restructure
somebody’s belief system I came here to
hold a funeral for disbelief I came here
to hold a funeral for second-guessing
what God said I came here to hold a
funeral for every depressing thought
for every suicidal idea I came here to
wage war with hell don’t know how we did
down
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I changed my mind I changed my beliefs I
thought I was on the way out I thought
what the good thing bad that I’d side
with it
but I messed around a figure that I
still got access
I still got access the rudeness I feel
that access to break through
I still still got access
I may have to restructure I may have to
change the way I believe but I still
have access and it would be the enemies
of the children of Israel who told them
who they were you’ll know who you are by
the enemies you face
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the enemies they thought that they were
still underdogs so they send spies into
the land to scope out the way they were
going to do it but when the spies
confronted the person on the other side
Rahab said you ain’t Onderdonk anymore
we heard about who you became when you
were wandering we heard about how God
showed up for you we heard about how he
delivered victories into your hand I
don’t know what giant you’re facing I
don’t know who you’re up against but I
want you to know that that giant is
trying to tell you who you are that fear
that anxiety that opportunity that looks
bigger than you the fact that you’re
even up against it remember when there
was a time when you would have never
even been up against it
but the fact that I’m going toe-to-toe
with this thing
and I know that God brought me too it
means that it’s got to come down can I
tell you something David never called
himself an underdog we did that David
knew that there was something down on
the inside of him that no one else could
see I only looked like the underdog to
everyone who was fighting the battle but
I knew something about myself that made
me stand up to that giant and I came
here to change what you think about
yourself because there’s some times that
you wouldn’t even be up against if
greater is He that is in you couldn’t
take that bad boy out
I wouldn’t even be up against this
unless I had what it takes it wouldn’t
even be a burden on my soul to try and
break through what’s held generations of
my family down
it didn’t even bother other people in
your family the way that it bothers you
that’s just you’re goin toe-to-toe with
it they didn’t have to go toe-to-toe
with you have you ever been so we
thought this don’t get on your nerves
the way it gets on my nerves it’s not
Mexican on everybody’s nerves boo it’s
let to get on your nerves
cuz God anointed Judah to Penn God great
shooter do that thing I put you in the
moon so you could shake the room up
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so
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my mission tonight is to serve as maybe
the spies who went out and scoped out
the land I need you to know they’re
waiting on you
on the other side I need you to know
that the promised land your promised
land everybody in here has a different
promised land everybody in here has been
assigned to a different industry I just
want you to know that you’re not going
to take them by surprise
that when you walk in the room I feel
this prophetically for somebody I don’t
know who you are that when you walk in
the room they’re gonna say I’ve been
waiting on somebody like you
I’ve been waiting I’ve interviewed a lot
of people I’ve seen a lot of scripts
I’ve seen a lot of portfolios and
somebody saying I met a lot of women I
but I’ve been waiting on somebody like
you somebody who understood
territory
this was the kind of land that could
produce fruit for generations that the
generations after generation
I was looking for somebody who knew how
to be a slave and break out who knew how
to wonder and find their way
they’re waiting on you they’re waiting
on you to restructure they’re waiting on
you to believe again they’re waiting on
you they’re waiting they’re waiting on
you generations are waiting on you
they’re waiting on you they’re waiting
on you to own your identity they’re
waiting on you to really believe that
greater is He that is in you than he
that is in the world the bank is waiting
on you the mortgage is waiting on you
the lawyers are waiting on you they’re
waiting on the real you the you who
understands the beauty and restructuring
there was a process that the children of
Israel had to go through some things had
to die and they had to be okay with the
dying and then they had to be willing to
have their whole function their whole
system restructured and I hear God
saying don’t give up in the
restructuring don’t lose your belief in
the restructuring don’t change your mind
in the restructuring and there are some
people who have gotten so far out they
they can’t even go back to who they used
to be and they can’t even go back to
where they used to be so you have to
surrender to the restructuring
I surrender to the restructuring I
surrender to the goodbyes I surrender to
the hellos God I surrender to the new
level of belief I need to have I
surrender I surrender to that I don’t
know how I’m going to do it
because I have plenty of reasons to not
believe but I don’t have anywhere to go
but to surrender and I’ve gotten too
close to the promised land to just pack
up my toys and go home
so god I surrender I surrender to the
restructuring god I trust you God I
trust that you wouldn’t allow me to just
get a window view of what you’re going
to do that you wouldn’t just leave me
here my integrity my courage my
vulnerability you’re making demands of
me
but I surrender to that and I believe
that on the other side of this surrender
that not only will I access the promised
land but that I’m going to access a
version of me that I wasn’t even sure
existed
I didn’t know that this was in me and I
don’t know what is in me seal but I have
to keep restructuring if I’m ever going
to find out I want to pray with you
you’re in this room and you are
straddling the line of either everything
could fall apart or it could actually
really work this time
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everything could literally turn into
rubble but there’s also this chance that
it could all work out in a way that if
I’m honest actually scares me because it
is so unknown and so foreign to Who I am
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that I almost would rather stay stagnant
then make a decision
I want people here who are making a
decision that I’m going to surrender to
the restructuring I’m going to surrender
to it God I’m gonna finally start acting
and talking and walking like the person
I know you’ve been calling me to be I’m
gonna stop crying over what I lost in
the process it doesn’t mean that it
didn’t have value it doesn’t mean that
it didn’t hurt it just means that it’s
dead and you’re still here so you gotta
keep living and stop acting like you are
the one who died in the process the
relationship died it wasn’t you the job
died it wasn’t your gift in your talent
you lost the opportunity but she let the
opportunity take your gift and talent
that thing died but what’s in you that
God placed in you
it can only grow
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but you need the right atmosphere and
the most important atmosphere that you
can cultivate starts with your ability
to believe
which means that when disbelief begins
to start speaking to you and rearing its
face in your life that you have to be
willing to tell disbelief I don’t
believe like that anymore
the children of Israel couldn’t access
the promised land because there was
still too much disbelief amongst them
but when that generation that had
disbelief died they were finally able to
enter into the Promised Land belief
broke the curse and you gotta believe
differently and sometimes that
restructures our life so that we can
believe and what cannot be taken away
and that is his word and his promise God
I believe you God I believe the same God
that did it for her can do it for me I
believe that you are no respecter of
person
I know there’s a lot of us here at the
altar but if there’s anyone else who
knows that I need to surrender to the
restructuring I want to ask you to come
down
I know sometimes ultra moments can feel
strange and they require vulnerability
but shall we all be invulnerable up in
here tonight and there is something I
promise you about responding when God
speaks to you that sets a new rhythm for
your life God when you speak I move God
when you send a word I move God I’m
practicing my new restructuring now I
wouldn’t normally come to an altar call
usually I pack up and leave by now but
I’m practicing something different I
want to respond when you speak to me and
I want this to be my new normal because
Pastor Sarah may not be preaching one
day and I still want to be able to hear
from you and I want you to know that you
can trust me to move when you say move
and to let go when you say let go I want
you to lift your hands like you’re
receiving grace for the restructuring
like you’re receiving tools for the
restructuring like the windows of heaven
are open and they’re pouring down new
mindsets and new mentalities and new
identities and you don’t want heaven to
miss you heaven if you’re in the room
there’s a burning heart somewhere for
you to fall heaven if you’re in the room
I’m the one who you need to touch like
generational promises are going to be
opened up over this space father God I
thank you
that you look past our excuses and that
you look past our comfort and you push
us into who we’re supposed to be god I
thank you that no one is in this room by
coincidence but that this is a divine
appointment with you and so father I
asked wherever there is a hand lifted in
a heart open that you would have a
radical encounter with these your sons
and daughters god I’m praying that as
they surrender who they used to be and
as they surrender their disbelief that
your spirit would begin to fill them up
like never before
father God I’m asking for the kind of
belief that led Jesus all the way to the
cross I’m asking for the kind of belief
that led him to the cross because he
knew he would be resurrected again
father we’re walking to our cross cuz
there are some things unless that cannot
be resurrected
that must I and father as we walk to
that cross I see generational chains
being broken
I see generational curses coming down by
the guidance we want to this cross that
our great-grandchildren come with us
that I’m mother and I father
that I grandma
God let them be the one that raises
affirmation of righteousness that raises
affirmation
spirit I battle
Wow restlessly
Mitel hell it’s not
we’re coming as snacks back
everything that belongs
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got that came to the officer cuz they’re
going back for what they came for
God I’m coming back to who you are God
I’m coming back to who you called me to
be God I’m coming back for my promises
God I may have been distracted I may
have drifted away but God I’m coming
back like never before
else gotta let go of you I rebuke
depression right now in the name of
Jesus I rebuke suicide in the name of
Jesus I rebuke pride in the name of
Jesus
I believe the blood of Jesus over your
life
because what the blood is there is
victory we’re the bloodiest greater is
He that is in me than he that is in the
world where the blood is there’s
confidence where the bloodiest this
breakthrough I plead the blood of Jesus
over your dream I plead the blood of
Jesus over your marriage I plead the
blood of Jesus over your music I plead
the blood that walks in the areas where
they could have been counted out but
come out with victory father
allow this word to take root and produce
fruit God you are the god of
acceleration so I don’t even need an ax
wait another season for fruit you could
produce fruit tonight you can produce
fruit
tomorrow you can produce fruit next week
God let this be the kind of word that
produces fruit Amenia
I’m talking about changed minds I’m
talking about changed patterns I’m
talking about change relationships
talking about addiction having a let’s
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leaving you behind
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we give you full permission and full
license to restructure our lives until
it looks like everything you had in mind
when you created us
repeat after me Heavenly Father thank
you for Jesus thank you for making him
who had no sin all of my bondage all of
my weakness all of my limitations and
all of my losses you placed in his body
and nailed it to the cross and when he
was raised free and victorious I was
raised up to and because he dwells in me
greater is He that is in me than he that
is in the world
I rebuke fear
I rebuke anxiety I rebuke pain
attributes struggle because greater is
he
that is in me
then he that is in the world have
rebuked fear a rebuke intimidation
because greater is he
that is in the world
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unleash my talents
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and send me
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let him hear you
here you in the board room
here you in the a dressing room
let him hear you at Fashion Week
you won’t see me I’m coming for you baby
average stress in my life
you gonna have to see me you’re gonna
have to see me I’m not backing down no
more I’m not afraid anymore I’m gonna
get those generational promises I’m
gonna own that house I’m gonna own that
business I’m gonna send my family free
you don’t have to see me Promised Land
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I believe without a doubt that as you
restructure your life and you allow God
to only place people and opportunities
and relationships that he is qualified
in your life that he’s going to give you
the strategy and the discipline to walk
into that next dimension of who you are
with confidence and that they’re going
to be waiting on you the underdog season
is cancelled baby you were front runner
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you