Service Date: 03.25.18 1PM
hey family pastor T here god bless you
listen you’re getting ready to hear a
powerful message and I wanted to also
remind you about the message that is in
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time but God bless you for now I’ve got
a great message that I want you to hear
check it out churches and so one of the
things that we’ve been forced to do is
to make travel fun because travel can be
like really exhausting and so we like to
play games when we’re traveling like you
know like making up stories about the
flight attendants know okay yeah we like
to make up stories just about people
it’s all in good fun but you know it’s
like what do you think their story is
and we just had these big elaborate soap
opera stories like she just broke up
with her boyfriend and then he came to
the fight with his new girlfriend and
she had to give them something to drink
and no girl don’t want no ice in her so
she put extra ice cubes in hers and
that’s why the other lady had the
attitude just having a good old time
okay cuz you got to make things fun and
so I decided as I was studying for the
message that like one of our new things
is I was gonna start asking him like
which airline do you feel like today you
know because their Airlines all have
different vibes
you know like American for me and my
experience that you’d literally
generally have like newer planes and
better entertainment and you know so
they just like walking in the goodness
and the fullness of the Lord okay so
sometimes you feel like American alright
sometimes you know like maybe you feel
like Delta you know like Delta Delta
cool Delta’s hub is it
Lanta and they filmed a black panther in
atlanta and what condom forever so
sometimes you feel like delta sometimes
I feel like I’m not going not today
we’re kind of forever don’t try me okay
virgin is fancy so sometimes you got to
feel fancy you know like what is your
mood today are you feeling like Virgin
Airlines are you singing
alright the lights dim are you fancy for
no reason just bad and boozy no not bad
in booze yeah I mean blessed and boozy
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but okay so I’ve decided though this is
my thing so I know which airline I’m
going to be like operating and
functioning in every single day are you
ready yes Spirit Airlines yes wow thanks
for the Hang five skies okay so I know
that not everyone feels Spirit Airlines
but hear me out I’m about to change your
mind I got 40 minutes to do it okay so
here’s the thing I know they charge you
for everything but first of all it’s
called Spirit Airlines and hello the
Holy Spirit dude okay so that’s one
reason I’m going to be functioning in
the Spirit Airlines thing and then
secondly like Spirit Airlines they’re
they’re not trying to be like cheap but
in order for them to have their prices
be price so low they have to be willing
to cut back in other areas and depending
on what you’re willing to invest it will
change your experience so if you get on
Spirit Airlines and you don’t mind
paying for a drink you don’t mind paying
for that extra investment then for you
the flight might not be so bad and
that’s why I feel like I am probably
more of a Spirit Airlines kind of girl
because depending on what you invest in
me it will determine your experience of
me see boom y’all really made me work
hard for that when I think spirit must
have done something y’all need to
release that okay
need to let that go yeah depending on
what you invest it will determine your
experience of me so when you get a drink
on Spirit Airlines and they charge you
you don’t get charged you don’t pay them
with another drink it’s not like an
equal giving and equal investment but
what you do is that you give them
something that covers the cost of what
they lost in order to give you the drink
and that’s how I feel even in my
relationships that if I give you advice
if I invest advice into you that what I
would like to see in return is for you
to give me a return on my investment
that covers what I lost like actually
taking my advice and applying it which
you all obviously don’t have the types
of relationships that I have because
sometimes I realize that when I’m giving
advice that I’m like in the third or
fourth conversation before I realized
that you didn’t really want advice you
wanted to vent and if you would have
told me that I would have been better
prepared because now I’m acting like a
Yamla trying to help you if I’m more
invested in it then you are trying to
help you figure your life out and all
you had to tell me was that you just
wanted to vent child I could have put
you on mute and went back to watching
scandal while you then see I mean
reading the Bible while you was Vincent
because when I invest I am expecting
that you’re going to give me something
in return that covers the cost of what I
lost when you get your paycheck it is a
loss to the company but what you give in
return covers the cost of what they lost
everything requires this reciprocity
this giving and receiving in everything
including purpose purpose is a lot like
Spirit Airlines if you think about it
because you have the destination in mind
when you receive your purpose when you
finally figure out what your purpose is
when you finally decide that I’m not
random I’m here for a reason I God
breathe air into my
long so that I could do something that
changes the world and I’m gonna be a
world changer that’s the ultimate goal
some kind of way I’m gonna be a world
changer I don’t know how I’m going to do
it
maybe my marriage is gonna raise a child
that ultimately changes the world maybe
I’m going to teach a lesson that changes
the world I don’t know how I’m gonna do
it but I know that God has put me here
for a reason and you wake up and you
have joy and you have excitement the
only thing is that no one tells you that
purpose has hidden fees that in the
pursuit of purpose there are all of
these different cost cause that you
think you have cost that you aren’t sure
that you have costs you don’t think
you’ll ever be able to come up with
there are all of these hidden fees
attached to purpose and every now and
then we have to wonder if we have what
it takes to handle the price of
admission and for those of you who are
taking notes that’s my subject for today
my subject is the price of admission and
the price of admission with purpose is
not just a one-time flat-rate purpose
demands over and over again that you
become someone worthy of the higher
calling that God has placed on the
inside of you if you were prepared right
now for the full weight of your purpose
then God could take you to heaven but
we’re on this thing called Earth so that
we can continue to learn grow and
develop in the evolution of our purpose
I know what the end goal is but I’m not
the person who’s at the end goal so who
do I have to become right now so that I
can move to the next step and get closer
to who God has called me to be and what
He has called me to do on the earth and
unfortunately that generally comes
through trial and error it comes through
tests and tribulations it comes through
struggle and when we find Jesus in the
text that I’m going to use for today
we’re going to recognize that even Jesus
was paying the price of admission when
we find Jesus in this text he’s just
been baptized by john demamp 2 by John
the Baptist and he is full of the holy
spirit and he is so full of the holy
sprit and I know how I feel when I get
full of the holy spirit when I get full
of that energy with that
giant slaying energy I’m so full of it
until the giant is actually in front of
me and then I’m just tired you know I
was telling them at the 11 o’clock
service like I always feel like working
out at like 6 p.m. when I can go when I
have to help the children with the
homework like but that’s when I feel
like you know it would be nice to go on
the jaw but I never feel like working
out at 6:00 a.m. and I feel like that is
the same thing that happens when we get
full of the Holy Spirit when we get full
of the Holy Spirit we start setting our
desires on something and then we
recognize that the cost is more than we
anticipated when we find Jesus in the
text he’s in the wilderness and I knew
that instantly there was a connection
between Jesus being in the wilderness
and the Israelites being in the
wilderness that needed dissection Jesus
is in the wilderness for 40 days and 40
nights the Israelites were in the
wilderness for 40 years and I knew that
a part of Jesus is called a part of him
being the manifestation of the messiaen
fulfilling the prophecy means that he
had to go back and conquer what once
held his generate the generations behind
him back everybody is excited about
being the one that’s going to break the
generational curses and I think in our
ignorance and in our fallacy we believe
that we’re going to break the
generational curse by never experiencing
the curse itself but sometimes your
ability to break the curse isn’t that
you don’t experiences is that you break
out of it faster than they broke out of
it before you so it is no it is no
coincidence that Jesus spends 40 days
and 40 nights he did in 40 days what it
took those behind him 40 years to
accomplish I wonder how long it’s going
to take you I wonder how much faster
you’re going to do it then your mother
was able to do it how much I wonder how
much quicker it’s going to take you to
do it then it took your father to do it
to break the addiction to get your head
on
to discover your purpose to have a
foundation for your life see and the
only way that you can break that thing
is if you live in it first because you
can’t fully size up the generational
curse that you have to break until you
feel the weight of it on your own
shoulders so while some people have
given up on the fact that they’re going
to break the generational curse because
they’re in the wilderness I believe that
God wanted you to receive this message
so that you could know you are in the
wilderness because you are still the one
that will break the generational curse
don’t let the fact that you were placed
in this environment make you believe
that you lost your shot at being the one
if you’re still in this room if you
still have breath in your lungs and you
still have the potential to break that
thing off of your family
don’t let it temporary failure become a
permanent setback I hear God saying that
you still have the power to break that
thing and you’re gonna break it quicker
and faster than those who came before
you even though Jesus was only there for
40 days and 40 nights I really think
that he had a harder battle than the
Israelites did and they were there for
40 years that’s why you can’t resent the
fact that you had a short struggle and
someone else struggled longer than you
because sometimes your short struggle is
more intense than the long struggle than
the people had before Jesus went
head-to-head with the enemy I feel like
that’s why some of you are in the
wilderness because you are the one who
God has chosen to go head-to-head with
the enemy I gave you a vision I gave you
a purpose I placed a gift down on the
inside of you and then I put you in the
wilderness so that you could go
head-to-head with the enemy and defeat
anything that was standing in the way of
that vision purpose being manifested in
your life I placed you in the wilderness
so that other people could watch you
fight man that didn’t happen at any of
the other services but I feel like
someone needs to know that you going
head to
what the enemy is not a sign of your
worth it’s not a sign of whether or not
you’re gonna make it it is actually God
showing you that when you get finished
with this devil no one else is gonna
have to fight it again when you defeat
this wilderness you secure the promised
land for everyone else someone needs to
know that that you were going to secure
the bag that when you defeat this
wilderness no one else is gonna have to
fight it again I’ve got you going
head-to-head with the enemy it’s harder
for you than it was for anyone else and
it’s gonna be faster for you than it was
for anyone else
because I’ve been pouring word on the
inside of you I’ve been pouring worship
down on the inside of you you’ve got
more tools to fight what then you
realize the fact that he chose you to go
head-to-head with the enemy is a sign of
what’s down on the inside of you there’s
some spiritual warriors in this room you
don’t even realize who you are yet the
fact that you know how to take a lickin
and keep on tickin the fact that you
didn’t go running out of the wilderness
but you set there flat-footed and said
give me your best shot
I don’t back down easy I’ve lost before
and I had to get back up I know a thing
or two about surviving do I have any
survivors in this building who have seen
a cup of wildernesses but the wilderness
has not made them believe that they’re
not going to make it to the other side
do I have or just one or two more
survivors in this room who tried to live
in the wilderness and the wilderness had
to back up both of them because they
realized that I’m a survivor I was
created to win I’ll make a house in the
middle of the wilderness I’ll turn this
wilderness into a city that’s how
creative I am that’s how much
authenticity I have
Jesus is standing in the wilderness but
Jesus also has the power to erect
something in the wilderness that’s why I
don’t get afraid when life isn’t going
my way because I recognize that this
wilderness could become the next
monument for God’s glory and I need the
wilderness the wilderness teaches me
things about myself the wilderness shows
me where my weakness is the wilderness
shows me where my insecurities are the
wilderness shows me how I can sabotage
my own destiny if I might focus I needed
the wilderness the wilderness made me
desperate for God the wilderness made me
drag myself in here a one o’clock on a
Sunday to try and get a word from God in
my relationship with him as stronger as
a result of the wilderness I didn’t have
any distractions in the wilderness it
was just me and him and my brokenness
and my fears and my dreams and the war
that takes place on the inside of
everyone who’s called but doesn’t know
their next steps and so the wilderness
is this environment where you feel
lonely but you know you’re exactly where
you’re supposed to be the wilderness is
the environment where you feel afraid
but you know you’re exactly where you’re
supposed to be I’ve learned how to live
in the wilderness and nothing is more
scary for the enemy than someone who
knows how to live in the wilderness the
person who knows how to worship in the
wilderness what that sound like a
message within itself worship in the
wilderness that I could turn this
wilderness into a temple that I could
get alone with Jesus and I could take
this place where I feel dry and that he
could give me life that I could hit a
well of living water the wilderness
doesn’t scare me what scares me is not
being able to access God so Jesus has
led up by the spirit into the wilderness
this spirit leads him into the
wilderness and when the spirit leads you
somewhere there’s an
insurance that comes with that if the
flesh would have led me somewhere I
could be afraid but even when the flesh
leaves me somewhere the spirit can still
meet me but when you know you have an
encounter with the spirit and the spirit
is leading you somewhere there’s a
certain insurance you have and so Jesus
was led up by the spirit into the
wilderness to be tempted by the devil
and verse 2 continues it says and when
he had fasted forty days and forty
nights afterwards he was hungry in verse
three says now when the temple came now
when the tempter came to him he said if
you are the son of God command that
these Stones become bread
so just to break it down for a second
Jesus has been in the wilderness for
forty days and forty nights his fast is
over and he is hungry and the enemy
suggests to Jesus that the way for him
to end his hunger is to take a stone and
turn it into bread I have to be honest
when I really wrapped my mind around it
I thought how was that temptation I mean
Jesus obviously has the power to take
the stone and turn it into bread and it
wasn’t like he was breaking his fast so
so where is the temptation here and I
realized that the underlying temptation
was ultimately that Satan wanted Jesus
to abuse his power
I wanted him the enemy wanted him to use
his power to go after something that was
self gratifying and not self served in
that world serving turning a stone into
bread would have helped Jesus in the
moment but it would not have helped him
long-term and I know none of you feel
like you have the power maybe to turn a
stone into bread but what I’m telling
you that some of the experiences that
we’ve had in life that some of us ended
up regretting is in the exact result of
us turning a stone into bread that when
we stayed in their relationship that we
knew wasn’t good for us but we decided
that we were going to use our power to
change our mind and try to change
someone that we took that
and tried to turn it into bread that
when we stayed in certain jobs and in
certain fields and tried to say that
this is my purpose and I’m totally
continued when we really knew down on
the inside that there was still
something that God had placed down on
the inside of us that we tried to take a
stone and turn it into bread it’s so
easy to judge from where we’re sitting
but when you realize that all of us in
some capacity have been guilty of trying
to turn the stone into bread then I
realized that our first cost of
admission is that we have to be willing
to go hungry and in order to go hungry
we have to be willing to have an inner
determination about who we are and what
we’re called to do so Jesus is hungry
and as fast is over but when he
ultimately says to the enemy is that I
would rather be hungry than abused my
power on something that God hasn’t
called me to do because if I use my
power on this level I may not be able to
use it on the next level so what I’m
saying is I have become strategic about
how I use my power what is your power
your power is your energy it is your
time it is your ideas it is your
creativity what are you using your power
on are you trying to manipulate someone
else’s outcome are you submitting that
power to God Jesus submits his power to
God so what he says is this is
ultimately not my power to use for what
I want and said it is his power for him
to show me who I am supposed to be on
the earth and when you submit your power
to God it multiplies when you submit
your gifts and your talents I I have
power with words I have power with
creativity I have power with my gifts I
could do anything that I set my mind to
but I recognize that my mind is not
always healthy and my mind doesn’t
always want me to do the things that God
wants me to do so what I do instead is I
submit my power to God and I say God how
do you want me to use this gift how do
you want me to use the power of
influence that I have in people’s lives
how do you want me to use the power of
connection that I have with people when
I become serious about the price of
admission to
purpose I submit my power and that takes
inner determination because there will
be moments when you’re hungry but you
have to decide not to use your power to
pick up the phone and call that stone
that you could turn into bread there
will be moments when you’re hungry and
you need validation and you need to feel
better about yourself and you have to be
strong enough to not go on to social
media and post that picture of yourself
that you know is gonna get a lot of
likes because you’re not in the turning
stone into bread into picking a fight
with someone so that they can say how
much you love you I’m not going to use
my power to manipulate someone else I’m
willing to go hungry before I abuse what
God has given me that’s a powerful
mindset that not many of us are willing
to possess but what I’m saying is that
if you are able to harness this that God
can really take your power and multiply
it in a way that you couldn’t do on your
own are you willing to go hungry do you
have enough inner determination to keep
the main thing the main thing and not be
distracted by the noise and the
distractions that try to sidelined you
and ultimately dilute your power and so
verse 4 continues and Jesus says to the
enemy it is written man shall not live
by bread alone if all I was worried
about was bread I would turn the stone
into bread but because I’m worried about
more than this instant gratification
because I’m worried about more than this
temporary satisfaction what I do instead
is I allow myself to live by every word
that proceeds from the mouth of God that
means if God doesn’t tell me to do it it
will not be done if God doesn’t tell me
to move in that direction it won’t be
there that’s the kind of inner
determination that I’ll wake up each
morning and I pray for God give me the
power to only live by your word alone
not by the words of culture not by the
words of this generation not by the
words of social media that tells me I
have to show something in order to be
something instead God give me the power
God even if it means I have to be hungry
if I can still connect with you then I
know that that hunger won’t last for a
long time what am I’m saying of course I
wish I had friends of course I wish I
could go to brunch but I
rather be hungry than the settle for
friends that want me to drink and be
high and out of my mind of course I wish
I was in the relationship but I would
rather be hungry than to be with someone
who doesn’t understand my words and my
value of course I’m hungry but I got an
inner determination that allows me to
see that what I’m shooting for is more
important than turning a stone into
bread I don’t mind being hungry for a
minute as long as I still got you
because if I have you I know you’ll lead
me to the right kind of food I know
you’ll lead me to the right kinds of
things that can sustain me I don’t want
to turn a stone into bread I did that
before and it ruined my life but she
gave me another chance and because you
gave me another chance God I’m asking
you to show me how to use this power
you’ve given me love is powerful show me
where to give this love where I can
receive it in return and where it won’t
be abused show me where to give these
ideas where it won’t be stolen and taken
in my name taking off of it God show me
how to use this power you’ve given me I
take seriously who you have called me to
be and because I take it seriously
I don’t cast my pearls among swine God I
don’t mind being hungry I don’t mind
passing up the easy fix if I have to
work harder for it I will I’m determined
I’m determined to take this thing that
you gave me in to allow it to multiply
my generations are depending on it my
mother needs me to do this my daughter
needs me to win if I don’t do it I don’t
know if my son will ever see somebody
make it to the other side if I don’t do
it I don’t know if my brother will ever
witnesses I need an inner determination
that helps me push back the distractions
that helps me push back all of the
stones being thrown my way the price of
admission comes from the inside first
who are you going to be on the inside
Jesus is the kind of person that I’m
going to be on the inside is the person
who only lives I only live off of every
word that proceeds from the mouth of
that means I’m sitting up waiting for
God to say something else that’s how I
live my life I don’t want you to give me
one word that I apply to the rest of my
life I want to be sitting on the Bandit
breath waiting with bated breath for you
to say something else because if you say
it to me from there I proceed when God
tells me something I proceed from that
point I know other people wait until
other people like it I know God said it
but if other people don’t like it I
don’t do it no that’s not who I am I’m
the kind of person who hits go the
moment that God says go and so Jesus
says I can’t turn this stone into bread
so the enemy that goes on in verse five
once he has utterly failed at that and
so the devil took him up into the holy
city and he set him on the pinnacle of
the temple and he says to him if you are
the son of God throw yourself down for
it is written he shall give his angels
charge over you and in their hands they
shall bear you up lest you dash your
foot against a stone and verse seven
says Jesus said to him it is written
again you shall not tempt the Lord your
God so the enemy uses a song and he uses
that Psalm to explain to Jesus that he
should throw himself down and to see if
God will catch him like his word
promised and I realized that the enemy
wasn’t really concerned about whether he
could throw him down his major concern
was whether or not he could confuse the
in tension between being thrown down and
being stumped and stumbling if you go
back to verse 6 for me when David writes
this Psalm when he received his
revelation from God it says he shall
give his angels charge over you in their
hands they shall bear you up lest you
dash your foot against a stone what
David is talking about is a stumble but
the enemy is talking about is throwing
yourself down there’s two different
intentions but it looks like the same
result and because there are two
different intentions if you are not
careful you will call your stumble you
throwing yourself down because from the
ground they both look the same but when
you recognize that from the starting
that I never meant to fall down I just
ended up on the ground then you realize
that you were who David was talking
about when he was talking about God up
lifting your right foot this has been
the hardest part for me in all three
services because I really believe that
this is a revelation that we have to
understand in order to release ourselves
from the shame and regret of stumbling
because after you stumble you look back
on this stumble and you say to yourself
how did I not see the rock how did I
miss the signs how did I end up in this
situation all of the signs were there
and yet I still ended up on the ground
there must have been something wrong
with me I must have thrown myself down
and I hear God saying that the
difference between stumbling and
throwing down is they intention when you
start when you throw yourself down you
set out to fail and you succeed at it
but when you stumble you start off with
good intentions and then good intentions
turn bad and that’s where His grace is
sufficient and so I need someone to know
at this 1 o’clock service who is looking
at their life from the ground up that
God is looking up at you saying that if
you would just recognize that you’re not
on the rock bottom that you were
actually right in the palm of my hand
because I never meant for you to stumble
I meant for you to recognize that I was
carrying you all along the way and
because I’ve been carrying you all along
the way you can get back up baby
and when I tell you that lives depend on
it that destinies depend on it then
maybe you’ll take it a little bit
seriously stop charging yourself with
the crime that the old you did that’s
what our pastor says all the time start
charging yourself with a crime that the
old you did when you found out better
you did better I stumbled but I didn’t
throw myself down I messed up it hurt I
was wounded but I didn’t throw myself
down and now I’ve gotten freedom about
this addiction and now I have a freedom
about this alcohol issue and now I have
a freedom about this pregnancy and a
freedom about this divorce because my
intention was different but the enemy
been after my intention he’s been trying
to make me believe that I did it on
purpose when I didn’t but something
happened when I received a word from God
that he knew my heart from the beginning
and that I’m still pure in his eyes that
I still have purpose down on the inside
I’m gonna move on because I got one more
point but I just need someone to let me
know that they understand deep down in
their spirit that God knew you’re in
from your beginning that he recognized
when you stumble that you had the power
to get back up that you did not throw
yourself down you did not bring this
pain onto yourself you did not bring
this harm onto yourself you did not
bring this heartbreak on to yourself you
stumbled and now it’s time to get back
up I wish somebody would serve notice on
Hale that you almost had me for one
minute you almost made me believe that I
missed my shot you almost made me
believe that I would never be nothing
you almost had me but then I realize
that I didn’t throw myself down I just
stumbled and because I know that I
stopped but I’m getting back up I’m
gonna find my joy again I’m gonna find
my purpose again I’m gonna look towards
the future with hope again because I
recognize that he who the Sun has set
free is free indeed
I’m walking in my freedom I’m walking in
my righteousness I’m walking in my power
I’m walking in who God has called me to
be I will not be bound by what I did any
longer I stumbled but I didn’t throw
myself down I stumbled but I won’t be
down forever
I stumbled but I’m learning how to walk
again and I see clearly now the
difference between stumbling and
throwing myself down and so Jesus is in
the wilderness and he says to the enemy
I will not throw myself down because I
know that one day Sarah Jake’s robbers
is going to need to know the difference
between intention and I need her to know
that there is a difference between
throwing yourself down and and ended up
stumbling I need her to recognize that
she is not playing with grace but
instead that grace had already gone
ahead of her I need someone to
understand man I wish I could say it the
way I feel it in my spirit but I feel
like God is about to do something crazy
in this one o’clock service I feel like
somebody’s chains are about to be broken
I feel like somebody’s about to get
their mind back I feel like somebody’s
gonna start loving themselves again I
feel like somebody’s about to get filled
with the Holy Ghost over flow in this
place
and he overcame everything that you have
been battling with mentally but he sat
in the wilderness the career of
everything that’s confusing you I’ve
been like Jesus needed you to know that
I won this thing on your behalf that you
gotta stop penalizing yourself and you
got to learn to love the person who
stumbled the same way you love the
person who receives the applause they’re
both a necessary part of your journey
and so the next price of admission is an
outer demonstration of your inner
determination Jesus was so determined to
overcome the enemy that even when the
enemy tried to mess up his mind and make
him do something on the outside that was
different than what he felt on the
inside he pushed hell back
somebody’s been being tested oh I
thought the presence of God in this
place and the only thing that you have
been afraid to do is to unleash the
power of God that you know is down on
the inside of you you’ve been afraid to
fully own your identity you’ve been
afraid to fully own what God can do on
the inside of you and I came here to
tell you that if you want to see the
enemy get pushed back if you want to see
depression get pushed back if you want
to see addiction get pushed back that
you need to unleash from the inside what
God has been doing I’ve been pouring
into you word after word you’ve been
receiving worship after worship you live
your hands and you asked me for
something I gave it to you
the only thing I’m waiting on you to do
is to unleash that thing on the enemy to
start working in that outer
demonstration of who you know you are on
the inside it’s in you it’s in you it’s
in you it’s in you and the only thing
you need to do is to not be afraid and
to not let your past mistakes make you
believe that you can’t walk in the
fullness of who God has called you to be
to not allow other people’s opinion to
make you believe that you can’t walk in
the fullness of who God has called you
to be
yes I’m set free yes I am delivered I
know it may be a little bit different
from how you don’t me in the past but
God did something in my life that sent
me on fire and now whenever you have an
encounter with me you’re actually having
an encounter with him I didn’t come here
to be your friend I came here to change
your life I came here to stir up
something down on the inside of you that
would make hell back up off of you
I came to stir up something on the
inside
that was in generational curses broken
forever
I feel like I’ve left some world changes
in this room I feel like I got some hail
shakers in this room I feel like I
displace the right person in this
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let go of me do it no I threw me away
the away is my life Oh God
but it’s time to get back up
get back up time to wipe your face I
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need an outer I need an outer
demonstration I need an outer
demonstration I’ve had all of this going
on on the inside of me but now I need an
outer demonstration I need to start
walking by faith the book I need to
start the business
I learned to pay a price to walk in
crazy
I learned to pay the price to laugh
without limits
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somebody just got their walking shoes if
you’re visiting for the first time and
you don’t know what’s happening I’ll
explain it for you somebody just got
their walking shoes somebody just
realize that the stumble didn’t take
them out
somebody just realized that there’s
still life after the stumble that
there’s still life after the pain the
only thing that they need to do is be
willing to pay the price
so God Here I am heal my heart bring up
every issue so that I know who you are
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if you know that you have received
everything you need on the inside the
only thing you have failed to do is to
activate what you’ve received on the
inside into an outer demonstration I
want you to meet me at this altar I got
what I need on the inside I just don’t
know how to introduce my inside to my
outside I know what I’m supposed to do I
just don’t know how to introduce the
inside to the outside I know I’m
supposed to forgive but whenever I see
their face I don’t know how to take the
inside and move it to the outside god I
need the power to take this inside
breakthrough and translate it to my
outside I have the idea but I can’t
write the book I have the idea but I
can’t break open the laptop God give me
the power to break through my own spears
and my own insecurities I need an outer
demonstration I need to learn how to pay
the price I need to learn how to go
hungry I’m afraid that if I live on the
outside what I feel on the inside that I
lose friends so god I need you to change
my appetite I need you to help me
realize that going hungry isn’t the
worst thing in the world that if it
brings me closer to you then that’s all
that matters
I need an outer and outer demonstration
God give me the power give me the power
to actually live what I feel to live a
life that honors you from the inside out
maybe you’re here and as I was speaking
you said I I don’t really know about
religion I don’t know about Jesus I
think there could be many ways or
multiple ways but for some reason while
you were speaking I felt like Jesus was
something for me I felt like I could
connect with him in a way that I never
thought that I could connect with him
before I want to invite
– – we don’t have it all figured out we
don’t understand all of the politics of
church and religion but what I know that
I know that I know that I know is that
I’ve been touched by a savior who gave
me a second chance
I know that I know that I know that I
know that had it not been for the grace
of God and Jesus going ahead of me that
I would have been lost and confused how
could it wretch become a treasure that’s
what I live out each and every single
day because I had an encounter with
Jesus I have another point you have to
watch the other services if you’re
interested but I felt like God wants to
do something in this place so if you’re
at this altar would you just lift your
hands with me as a sign of surrender I’m
surrendering to everything that has held
me back I am surrendering to you God
every thought every fear that has kept
me from walking out who you have called
me to be at this altar the place where
we bring for something and that you give
us power in exchange that I’m asking for
every fear that you would give them
faith that for every pain that you would
give them power god I’m asking that the
world changes that exists in this room
would arise
I speak to the god that’s down on the
inside of them and I decree and declare
by the names of Jesus by the name that
is above every name by the name that
makes demons tremble that they will no
longer be held back any longer Satan I
refute you every word you’ve ever said
is a lie every thought you ever planted
was aligned at the credence and clear
that they are free at this altar
suicidal excess alter their lives to be
monuments for your glory a beautiful
exchange where you take in my pain and
you give me purpose were you taking my
fear and give me faith will you give me
the strength to do this thing by myself
if I have to when you give me the ideas
to raise the money if I have to when you
give me the ideas to start the business
without a lawyer if I have to God you
can give me divine wisdom that I can’t
get from any school so I open myself up
to you and I say have your way in my
life o precious Savior remove anything
that is keeping me from laying hold of
the destiny that you have for me I
receive my inheritance as your child and
God I’m asking that this would become
their new normal and that they would
never go back to the person who
questioned their gifts again or who
questioned your word again may they
begin to live off of every word that
proceeds out of your mouth
it may that be the awakening that opens
up door after door after door after door
in Jesus name repeat after me
Heavenly Father
thank you for Jesus thank you for making
him who knew no sin all of my sin all of
my weakness
every wilderness every fear every
insecurity you placed in his body and
when you nailed it to the cross and
raised him up free and victorious I was
raised up to with no pain with no shame
with no fear with no anxiety with no
depression and only power awaken your
power down on the inside of me awaken
your gifts down on the inside of me and
give me the knowledge to unleash them on
everything surrounding me in Jesus name
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hey my friend I pray that that message
blessed your life it blessed me for sure
I want to also encourage you to pick up
wholeness winning in life from the
inside out this book is going to change
your life
god bless you I’ll see you next time