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hey gorgeous hey baby
how are you i’m doing well
good to see you sweetie good to see you
i’m gonna go live on instagram okay
okay i’m gonna find you
i’m gonna find you hey y’all
good to see you for those of you who are
in
we are having a conversation a very uh
vulnerable transparent conversation
um
with pastor sarah and myself
about hold on a second
okay so then
here we go i’m coming
all in i’m on my way on my way
i see oh there he is hey
hey
how you doing sweetheart i’m good how
are you
doing great
doing great doing great uh let me see
you looking good
well thank you it’s good to see you i
think i’m gonna put or oh i can’t pin a
comment i can maybe put
um
hey family we’re gonna have a
conversation for those of you who don’t
know
um pastor sarah and i decided
at the last minute to bring you into
um quite frankly a blow
that um our family experienced uh last
sunday that we’re still living in
uh right now
and uh ironically
we wrote about this
we wrote about um about
finding balance when there’s a blow in
fact there’s a chapter in our book
called ballast after the blow
uh and quite frankly i thought we were
finished with our blows for this season
uh but a blow came to us
on sunday in the form of covert 19.
uh it’s crazy babe we went
for two years uh dodging it escaping
this virus that has been
just causing havoc in so many people’s
lives we’ve been praying for people you
know seeing them through we’ve been
burying people we’ve been encouraging
people
uh and for two years you know
by the grace of god
we dodged it um
but
come last sunday uh it caught up to our
family and uh and it hasn’t been fun at
all
and so we don’t believe in
letting the enemy win
we we don’t we don’t believe in and
we we know that god causes all things to
work together for good and and i i want
to hear from you and my wife right now
uh she’s still testing positive for coca
19 so we’re not going to push her
too hard she’s got obviously enough
strength it’s actually her idea to do it
um but i’m gonna try to carry this as
much as possible
i’ll be in prayer for her i’m believing
god that by this weekend she’s going to
test negative
and we’re going to be through it i have
one more daughter who’s still positive
as well
my 24 year old
and uh thank god you know
my 12 year old daughter mackenzie and my
six-year-old daughter
um ella
had it but have tested negative they’re
the first one they were the first ones
to get it first one’s test negative
um
um my son malachi is away at school in
college uh and me and my son isaiah when
when
mckenzie and ella
were diagnosed with it um they they
kicked us out of the house to to protect
and preserve us
uh while
we you know quarantine in the house
um and so we
avoided it but anyway
we want to talk to you a little bit i
mean first of all uh there is a whole
new level of empathy and honey i think
that you can attest to this there’s a
whole other level of empathy empathy
that has come to us as a result of
um
experiencing covet 19 it was
uh close but distant because it hadn’t
come to our house
but
now that it has and and we realize
not only the the physical
and the medical turmoil it brings but
all types of disruption it truly is a
blow
and we want this time to be about
um
transparency and vulnerability about
what we faced
um we want it to be a time where we
minister and pray for you or those that
you know who are struggling with this
and we also
believe in the book balance
more now than ever and particularly
we’re going to look at a chapter
uh called balance after the blow which i
think is going to minister to you
greatly
if you’ve experienced the blow it may
not be covert 19 it could be
the death of a loved one it could be the
death of a relationship it could be some
sort of disappointment of failure but
we’re going to walk through
um what it’s been like for us and how we
have been able to still find balance uh
even though we experienced a very
difficult blow
so i’m a pause baby um
how you doing
um i’m okay i think so many of you are
sending your prayers so thank you for
that yeah no it’s been
it’s been rough it’s been rough i think
that there’s obviously the physical part
of it which is challenging and
not knowing like what symptoms you’re
going to have next but there’s also like
an emotional toll
i think especially because we are
not together right now because you know
i
when i realized we were going down fast
and we were having our first in-person
service at one on
line in los angeles and then your book
is coming out i’m like babe you gotta
get out of here i’ll take care of the
kids and so
you know i miss having you with me we
hardly
don’t face anything
not together and it’s been challenging
you know kind of feeling like
like you know
i’m not in it by myself because my girls
are in it as well but you know you’re my
person you’re my partner
so
uh that’s rough but i feel your prayers
and we’ve been doing a lot of facetiming
and a lot of outside social distancing
but it’s hard there’s an emotional toll
that i don’t think has been discussed as
much as the physical symptoms and and
that’s rough
yeah
yeah it’s uh
it’s devastating um
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i i didn’t realize how many layers
there was to to
coming down with covet 19 because to
your point honey it’s the
it’s the obviously you know
you’re sick
uh and you’re real sick it ain’t like a
cute little sickness and we’re all we’re
vaccinated you know uh we got the the
booster so we you know we take you know
um vitamins and various things to keep
our immune system together on on the
regular because we believe in that
and it’s still it’s crazy it’s still uh
rough i mean i don’t have it but i’ve
watched my wife experience it um
and so it’s layered you’re right the
emotional thing i mean for me as a as a
protector as a husband as a father
it kind of hit me in a different way
because
there was a like a real helplessness
that i feel like you know i protect my
family i provide for my family i i cover
my family you know i live for my family
uh and so to not be able
to
leverage any of my human resources
to
get my wife to get my my daughters my
three daughters who got it out of
trouble
uh
uh it is uh
it’s emasculating i mean yeah
prayerfully that’s not the right i mean
maybe that’s not the right word but it
it has been and then baby i i just gotta
like shout you out too because
um
when you told me to go i mean like like
when
you know and i and i left before you had
it
but when you were you know when when
when mckenzie and ella came down with it
um
man like
and you were like babe you gotta go you
know you’re starting press on your book
good friday is coming up easter is
coming up you can’t get sick and you’re
right man we do everything together
sarah jakes roberts is my person like
like it’s not it’s so much it’s it’s
beyond my wife
she’s my person she’s my everything and
so to to have to pack up of course we we
brought staff in and and people to
support her to make certain that that
she and the family were covered all that
was happening but but at the end of the
day
struggling with the guilt
you know of here i am i guess almost
like survivor’s guilt you know i’m over
here in this hotel me and my son
isaiah’s in this hotel you know 15
minutes away
my wife is struck i can’t do anything
about it and so i’m like i’m not going
and she was like don’t be a fool
you know what i mean like
like how are you gonna help me if you
get sick
and uh and that just speaks to the type
of heart you have the type of woman you
are
and that’s why i love you and and
homie
dog
my ninja
the vacation i’m going to take you on
it’s over
ninja
ninja
it’s going to be off the chain but but i
want to talk about balance a little bit
because there’s a chapter
called balance after the blow i can tell
you right now the book has administers
to me it it is a manual if you don’t
have it
you need to go pre-order it right now
it’s called the balancebook.com
i think uh my son-in-law my son-in-law
ty is in there putting it in the feed
maybe we can pin it but this book is a
game changer and there’s a chapter
in the book
that particularly if you’ve experienced
the loss experience a setback
experienced a disappointment experience
anything like that
there’s a chapter in the book that’s
going to minister to you the same way
smith said to me
uh i’m gonna read you can i read a
little bit honey is that cool yeah
can i read a little bit that’s in that
chapter first one baby okay and you can
start reading tonight tonight you ain’t
got to wait you can start reading
tonight if you pre-order it go to
thebalancebook.com
you can pre-order it in fact uh i
believe that you can order signed copies
now i think from premieres that they’re
signing up but anyway anyway listen to
this tell me if you’ve ever felt like
this before when something crazy
happened to you out of the blue loss of
a loved one whatever i’m gonna read it
the most this may be the most
debilitating part of suffering life’s
blows
what eludes us in moments like this more
than anything else
is the path back into alignment
the place of balance where the highest
and best version of ourselves reside
instead though
in the blink of an eye watch this
we encounter an overwhelming sense of
powerlessness
all god
that’s what i felt as if we have been
sucked into a black hole
unsure if we will ever be able to find
our way out again man this is
this is real i didn’t realize it baby i
was like i had like
like i think a low-grade depression you
know we don’t like to say it you know
we’d be so you know i can’t say it but
yo
what has it been like for you i know
you’re sick
but has it felt like have you felt
powerless have you felt like
like man i mean a week ago man we on
purpose
you know we we’re making moves we’re
doing things we’re dreaming together and
then this hits you
like like talk about
talk about what that was like for you
yeah i think today i feel really down
morrison yesterday babe because
yesterday wasn’t great either
yeah today i fell down because
i took my test today and it’s still like
everyone else is getting better but mine
is still like my line is still pretty
dark so
and all i can do is just take it
and you know we we’re touring and i want
to go with you next week on your trip
and that’s just
today’s heart
wow
i’mma hug you today you you stopped me
from hugging you last night i’ma hug you
today we’re gonna put our mask on
seriously babe
and i wish you would have let me hug you
last night
because you told me you told me what you
told me last night before i left to go
back to the hotel
and i started walking toward you to hug
you
because when it comes down to it i
really don’t give
that much of a flip i don’t want you to
get sick
yeah but i don’t want you to feel like
that
i don’t want you to feel like that
i don’t want you to feel like that
yeah
so
baby
how
how are you i know we talk
we have our little um
we have this this thing now where we we
put our mask on we go out in the
backyard and we kind of have this social
distancing
time of connection easter i mean we had
to like like easter we we thank god the
lord blessed us with a a nice open big
backyard
so the people who
um
who were positive were able to sit at
the table and another table you know
those who were you know either had come
out of it or whatever
we’re making it work it’s hard man it’s
it’s
it’s hard baby like what are you
i know it’s not you’re not down
all the time like
how do you stay up or how do you get up
in those down moments because we have
victory we have those victorious moments
but what what what are you like how
like what what what’s working for you
i mean i think
as having our time together like making
the best out of it works i think they’re
just moments where it just hits me that
like
it’s endless and i don’t know i mean it
has an end but i don’t know when the end
is coming um
i get excited when i think about just my
purpose and
my life
and knowing that even when i’m down like
people are still commenting on my videos
like this is changing my life you’re
helping me so much
and it makes me feel like even when i’m
down like god is still
using the grace that’s on my life to
help other people and sometimes that
feels like protection to me i think a
lot of times we feel like
we got to have strength for every season
but when we talk about just god going
ahead of us and making our crooked paths
straight it’s like guys like i’m gonna
let you be on purpose and i’m gonna let
you go through this at the same time
which means that you can be weak and
strong at the same time that there’s a
version of you in the spirit that can
never be diminished so even while i’m
getting my heart together my mind my
body together like it’s still going
forth you know we’re going on tour i see
so many people talking about like you
coming in my city you not coming to my
city and dragging me and it just reminds
me that this blow that this blow won’t
last forever
but i was reading balance after the blow
just because i’m just like man just when
i feel like um i got these big projects
done and like now i’m ready to like go
beast mode i’m back on activate i’m
ready to hit the road like just when i’m
ready and feel like i’ve got strength
and you know i get sat down but i was
reading balance after the blow and i
feel like
this book is so good because it when you
talk about positioning yourself to do
all things well it’s like how do i do
this well
like how do i
grieve well how do i recover well
without putting pressure on myself or
feeling upset with myself or not
recovering quickly and
um i think that there is a way that we
can show up in every season of our life
and you know sometimes that’s with
vulnerability and tears and even that
can be well and then there are other
moments where it’s beast mode and that
can be well i think it’s allowing the
definition of well to change
based off of this season that you’re in
and you talked about just those little
wins after a blow in the chapter that
has made a big difference so to i went
you know i went on a run today it was 15
minutes and i was out of breath but it
was something you know
yeah
i know one thing
when you come out of this
and we pray this on sunday
you think you have fire before
they ain’t nothing like the type of fire
that gets on you when you walk through
the fire
you you you you have fire in you
but now you’re gonna have fire on you
and and i believe i believe with all of
my heart
i know like like when i was praying for
you so i went down and i was i’ve been
obviously praying for my wife and my
daughter that still has it
and this morning i went to pray
and man i just broke i just like
i just broke down you know you you
you’re carrying it right
but you’re not fully acknowledging the
pain and sometimes you know
you’re trying to survive so you’re just
going and going and going and i
i pray like i broke
and
like
i wasn’t mad at god i ain’t gonna lie
first i was a little i was shocked
babe i was shocked like lord
man we’re god we’re serving you like for
real for real not know one way at church
and then another way at home or one way
like no for real like we we’re serving
we’re giving we’re laying our lives down
how could you let this happen in my
family
like i got this prayer i pray every
single day for my family a covering
prayer and i’m like
lord this doesn’t add up like this
this you protected us for two years
like what is this and why now at the
most inopportune time i went through
that
but this morning
i just i didn’t question his goodness
i just like
you know it was crazy not having you
there
on good friday by my side i don’t even
know how i did it to be honest with you
because i was on the side of the stage
ready to break down
okay sunday the same thing i’m on the
side of the stage ready to break down so
finally i just had to tell the truth
you know like guys i’m hurting and i’m
hurting because my baby
is not well
you know i know paul will be well but
she’s not well she’s not here but this
morning man i just like
i let it out
i let it out and i and i prayed and i
said god
i trust you i i trust you
with sarah i trust you with taya
i trust you i know like job said job
said this in his word
he said god knows the way that i take
and when he has tried me i shall come
forth as gold and joe went through i
mean the plague was a part of it the
whole thing
and uh i’m gonna get you back to i’m
gonna tuck you back in in a minute and
i’ma hug you i’m not leaving this house
without hugging you and we’ll mask up
and even if it’s a quick hug i’ma hug
you today
um
i i think
what’s important for me how i have been
able to
to wrestle through it to work through it
is i i realize that
although this is
unwelcome unwarranted i also realize
it’s a season
and and i know you know like the song
and this
you’ll pass
i don’t like that it’s taking longer
than i wanted to i’m like you know
what’s so funny is like you know
something happens to you a blow comes
there
and you’re like okay i’m cool but you
know go ahead and move it along move it
on along okay we got the lesson you know
we’re trusting you we’re in the fire
we’re coming out the fire but go ahead
and i need you to heal my baby and i’ve
been praying like the prayer of faith
expecting i mean on sunday
you know pray the house down i expected
to come home you take the test and and
it’s negative
yeah
and the god dang test is still positive
i’m like lord lord
you know but but but i’m learning
something about god because sometimes
we
we we only trust him according to our
timeline
and and the moment that our timeline is
disappointed
then our trust begins to diminish
and uh and i just think he’s teaching us
how to trust him in every season but
what helps me is as i recognize that
this is the season
you know and um
anyway you look like you’re about to say
something
no no i was uh just as you were talking
about perspective being everything
there’s a chapter and balance then
if you guys are just joining us and
catch everybody up um sabrina enzyme is
there sick what’s up i got diagnosed
with covet last thursday
um it was in our house so um one of my
daughters got it then another daughter
got it i told pt he should leave because
he’s you know we are having our first
in-person service his book is coming out
and so i’m like babe you got to get out
of here i’ll take care of the girls
we’ll figure it out and then myself and
our other daughter tell you about it as
well
and so we’ve just been navigating the
sickness part of it the emotional part
of it thinking
god that you know even though we dodged
it for two years that
you know if we’re gonna have it i keep
saying like now is the time to have it
because i know a lot of people
um face a different set of circumstances
than what we’re facing now but it’s
still rough but imbalance after the blow
in my husband’s book which i want you
guys to order today because it’s
available on amazon especially if you’re
trying to figure out what is life now
like how do i balance this season maybe
it’s trying to get back to normal after
covet maybe trying to get back to normal
after losing someone a job lost a new
city
um
there are moments where we have to
acknowledge that like this is a blow and
i think that that’s exactly what we kind
of came to this realization like this is
a blow we’re not under the same roof
when we go to bed uh we don’t know how
long this is going to last we’re missing
some moments that we were looking
forward to having together and you know
my health is not improving as quickly as
you know we probably thought that it
should and so just sitting back and and
doing and all of the things all i’m
taking all kinds of vitamins and natural
remedies and rx meant we’re doing a lot
but
name in the book you talk about
perspective is everything and two
thoughts must prevail in your mind
during these times and i want to read
this for someone else who’s maybe going
through a tough time trying to figure
out what what do i need to be grounded
in in order to survive this and not let
it wipe me out you say foremost remember
you will get through this make no
mistake about it if any blow you’ve
experienced
had exceeded your capacity to persevere
then you wouldn’t have made it this far
to be reading these words
so let’s restore your ability to see the
big picture clearly right now
your life will be filled with sunshine
again you are not in exile from balance
you’re merely displaced temporarily you
will make it home again where you belong
and
i don’t want to say that to you but
yeah we’re gonna
make it to home again i think
one of the things even if you haven’t
had covert your life has been affected
by covid and there’s this prevailing
question that we keep having like i just
want things to get back to normal i just
want to figure out what the new normal
is and normal is not going to come in a
boxing ring the doorbell normal is not
just going to wake us up one morning
we’re going to have to define what
normal is and defining normal is such an
inside job
and so allowing yourself to say what is
my normal gonna be
um in this season what are my
non-negotiables about
you know where i want my spirit to be
anchored not necessarily where my spirit
is right because sometimes your spirit
is broken sometimes your spirit is down
but where is home what is the gps
location for where my spirit my thoughts
my energy has to live we mark that spot
we call that spot balance and then our
job then is how do i find the court
coordinates to get back to what is home
for me
and right now i am definitely off
balance i feel
more sad than joy i feel lonely i feel
angry
um
but i know where home is
i’m looking at home right now
when i look at you babe i’m home is
looking at these comments and being in
purpose home is
feeling fulfilled and strengthened and
so
every step that i take that gets me
closer to home every face time we have
that feels more like oh this feels like
home it’s a reminder to me that that
home is not as far away as it is and i
just want to say this real quick
um you know maybe it’s not a a temporary
illness like covid
um maybe you’ve lost someone that you
won’t see again until you make it to the
other side of heaven
maybe you’re in a financial situation
that’s going to take years to recover
from
i just want you to know that home can
come in unexpected moments
that a chuckle at a meme
that an experience in prayer and worship
meditation
that if you hang on to those moments
maybe it’s just 30 seconds of a laugh
maybe it’s an hour of just filling god’s
presence maybe you’re experiencing it
right now i just want you to know that
that’s home calling you that’s home
whispering i still exist
joy still exists hope still exists
balance is still available to you and i
just want you to not miss the moment
where home says i still exist maybe
you’re
in a state of depression maybe you’re in
a state of sadness or no inspiration i
want you to take heed to those moments
when when home calls you because home
still calls
yes it does
um i want to do two things one i want to
get my baby back into a restful space uh
but two we want to pray we want to pray
we want to pray for you we want to pray
we want to we want to pray for you
uh the prayers that we’ve been praying
for ourselves
um
so we want to pray for you um
one thing that we did not allow this to
do one thing that we fought against
was uh
we didn’t let it
make us not trust god
um
there’s a passage of scripture in
hebrews chapter 10 and verse 35
and it says therefore cast not
it says cast not therefore
away your confidence
your expectation that word it’s a greek
word that was translated confidence and
it means expectation cast not therefore
away your expectation hebrews 10 35 it
says therein there is great reward
um david said in another place i would
have fainted
unless i believed to see the goodness of
god in the land of the living one thing
that we did not do
was allow
this this this season as challenging as
it is in all the ways that we have
described we didn’t allow it to take our
trust
and so if you’ve been through something
and we’re going to pray into this
god is going to get he’s going to give
you the strength to trust again
to trust god again to trust life again
to trust love again to trust again
because
that that’s what is is under attack
what’s under attack is you trust that
we’re not gonna let that happen i want
to pray for you if you have covet 19
and it’s it’s around family it’s it’s
hidden i know a lot of people right now
that is sick uh if you have a relative
that’s struggling uh that is thick
um
put it in there if it’s not covered in
something else put it in there if you’re
disappointed if you’ve experienced the
blow we want to pray for you some sort
of blow we want to pray for you
um and just put it right there all of us
this is we’re going to turn this into a
prayer meeting the enemy means for evil
we’re going to turn around for good
pastor sarah said baby we ought to do it
live tomorrow and we’re going to call it
you know balance and covet and we now
renamed it balance after the blow
and um and i encourage you
you know if
if if this is ministered to you that
chapter the whole book is really going
to minister to you and you can go to
thebalancebook.comthebalancebook.com
it’s on our page you’ll find it get the
book but we’re going to pray for
breakthrough
honey i’m going to pray because i just
want you to conserve yourself unless
i just know you so um
father we just we just thank you for you
thank you
we thank you god that you are a very
present help
in the time of trouble
and we thank you god that that
we can literally
pause in a moment like this and have
on all the platforms over 4 000 people
connected to this moment of prayer and
intercession
and we know lord god we know
that out of that many people
somebody is in a blow right now
somebody’s experienced a blow somebody’s
just coming out of a blow somebody’s
just getting into a blow somebody’s
getting ready to have a blow
and god we thank you that there is still
life
that there is still balance and that
there’s still breakthrough and blessing
even though blows come hallelujah and
god we thank you that this is temporary
lord your word declares that our light
affliction which is but for a moment it
don’t feel like we ain’t gonna lie it
feels very heavy but in comparison to
the glory that’s gonna be revealed after
this
it will be a light thing when we come
out of it it will be a light thing i
thank you for touching my wife
i thank you god at your hand is it for
my wife and you wouldn’t have allowed
this thing to attack her if you haven’t
if you hadn’t already paid the way of
escape if you haven’t always not just
restored if you hadn’t always intended
not just to restore
but for her to come out of this thing
stronger
with a a more powerful testimony
with a new dimension of glory on her
life for the masses that you’ve called
her to touch and to influence and so i
thank you god even as all of us are
praying and you all in your own way just
take a minute and pray for my baby
please
and pray for my our daughter taya and
we’re also praying for anybody on the
line
who is struggling with any sort of
ailment in sickness
and and i also want to say that on
sunday
um
watch the stream on sunday seven nine
eleven
seven nine eleven one and six because
we’re gonna take communion again we’re
bringing that good friday communion
right back and we’re gonna commune again
because there’s power and there’s
healing in that so i just wanna throw
that in there but gotta we just pray for
healing
we’re praying this prayer of faith right
now and we believe lord god for a
significant and mighty and powerful
breakthrough god testimonies
lord this might seem like
a a a defeat
but it’s not it’s a temporary setback
and you are setting up the comeback
help someone to know right now
that this is just a season
that weeping might be enduring for a
night
but their joy is coming in the morning
that you are the god of the breakthrough
and you
know how to cause all things to work
together for good you can cause the pain
and the loneliness that we’re feeling
right now you can cause the the bouts of
depression that we’re struggling with
the sadness that that we we’ve had for
over a week now you can cause all of
that to turn into joy and i just decree
that right now for my wife’s sadness i
pray sevenfold joy is coming lord for
her pain i pray sevenfold happiness is
coming god
and i’m gonna take her on that vacation
too
so bless my beautiful wife bless all
those who are watching
blessed lord god
my daughter bless all those who are
struggling and suffering with covet 19
or any other
type of ailment bless them right now we
thank you god if you can raise jesus
from the dead
and surely you can raise us up and you
will raise us up and give us patience
and perspective while we’re in the
process give us patience
and perspective while we’re in the
process
and god i pray
that balance after the blow will be a
part of
the perspective that we need
to weather this because you’ve got
greater things on the other side and we
decree this in jesus name
amen amen amen
family um
man
here we are
you know
not just highlight reels
but
this is probably
one of if not our lowest moment
uh and we we we just believe that if we
show you our scars
and we believe that if we say us to
that that no
no uh uh measure of accomplishment no
measure of notoriety or whatever you
want to call it
none of that exempts any of us
from difficulties
and if we can overcome
so can you
and since we’re gonna overcome yes who
are you
we love you man so much we thank god for
you
encourage you to get balance
balance after the blow the
balancebook.com
it’s going to bless you the whole
i’m not even saying this this thing
go to thebalancebook.com
we love you
we’ll see you soon pray for my wife and
i’m believing god
that that in short order she’s going to
be not just back
but on a whole nother level and she fine
to look at it oh my goodness
no
no you’re not
just put your i can kiss you through the
mask no
no
can i tell you all something when
um pt and i first started dating and
you know he started really sweating the
kid very hard and it became evident that
he wanted to marry me
it became evident that he wanted to
marry me
um i made a promise that i would protect
his purpose
and
you don’t understand when pt was writing
this book like
i saw him go through so many different
stages of questioning and overcoming and
starting it over
and fighting for it to be released and
his book comes out
on next tuesday
and
i’m protecting his purpose by making
sure that he’s able to bring his full
self to this moment and i love you and i
appreciate
your desire to want to be with me and
catch covet with me and just be in
whatever condition it puts you in but
your purpose is important to me your
purpose has changed my life babe like i
don’t know if you get this or not but
who you are in the earth
gave me permission to release all of my
all of my crazy and anointing and
authenticity and vulnerability
and i want someone else to receive that
same anointing in their life through the
book balance so
i love that you want to hug me and kiss
me and want to catch cover with me
but we are in a marriage that is bigger
than just us it’s about the anointing
that explodes through us and my job is
to make sure that this message goes into
every part of the earth so i love you
but
you can kiss me when i get a negative
covet test
you’re not the boss of me love it
a little bit
love you baby get some rest i love you
too okay come on
come on
bye
okay
i am love you
bye family
how do we close that oh you did that
already okay