God called who He wanted… And He wanted you. But are you willing to get honest with God about what you want?
A lot of us never accomplish our mission because
we will not be honest about our motives.
So we’ll say what we think we should want,
and that’s why we never get anywhere in prayer,
and why we never get anywhere in self-awareness,
and this is why we never get past the same
cycle of trying to satisfy our needs, because
we will not even be honest with God about
what we want.
So I pray and I ask God to do the things that
I think I should want him to do, but by bypassing
my motives, I do not engage my heart, my emotions,
and my will.
Jesus asked a question, “What is it you want?”
“Um, okay, uh, God, um, hallowed by thy name,
bless the missionaries.”
Missionaries?
That’s really what’s on your mind?
No, I just, that’s what you’re supposed to
pray for, right?
The missionaries?
Uh, what else?
“The Middle East, pray for the Middle East,
God.”
Really?
That’s the first thing you want to talk to
God about?
Because I went crazy last year, so I had to
start talking to God for real because I had
some stuff that was going on inside me for
real, so some of my prayers got shorter.
Like, “Help me right now before I do something
that I can’t undo!”
Now, I know the God some of us grew up with
can’t handle the reality of who you are.
But the God of the Bible became flesh and
dwelt among us!
And he does not despise your weakness.
In fact, the scripture says that we have a
High Priest who is not unable to be touched
by the feeling of our infirmity.
That means you can come into God’s presence
and he can handle the full weight of what
you’re really dealing with.
God, I’m tired.
God, I’m sick of this.
God, I need help, I did it again.
God, I’m shaking right now I’m so mad.
And if you don’t tell him, it’s going to come
out somewhere else anyway.
So you might as well tell Jesus.
This is why behavior modification programs
do not produce sustainable longterm change
in our life.
That’s why we need grace as an operating system,
because Jesus will look straight at you and
say, “What do you want?”
So I can pray about my weight?
Yeah!
So I can pray about my bills?
Yeah!
So I can pray and ask God why all these other
women are getting married and they’re not
even going to be good wives and I’m still
single?
Yeah!
What do you want?
But see, if you don’t understand you’re his
child, if you don’t understand that you are
a citizen of the kingdom of heaven, which
is not earned but it is given, which is not
achieved but it is received.
See, the kingdoms of the world are based on
arrival.
The kingdom of God, Jesus mentioned it over
100 times, the kingdom of heaven, he says
in Matthew, it says it in Matthew that way
because it was for a Jewish audience and they
didn’t want to mention the name of God, so
they said the kingdom of the heavens or the
kingdom of heaven.
But it’s also translated in the other Gospel
accounts, but it hadn’t been said before Jesus
came on the scene.
He started preaching, “Repent, the kingdom
of God is at hand.”
The idea of God as king was not a new thing,
but the revelation of God as a king who came
like a baby was.
And rather than coming like an earthly king,
he snuck into the earth on one silent night.
Silent night, it wasn’t a silent night.
Baby Jesus was screaming his head off.
And he came like that, he came like that,
in human form, human frailty, to show us the
kingdom of God.
He could have come like Thor, he could have
come like Dwayne Johnson, but he came as a
carpenter.
And he started recruiting disciples.
And they wanted to take him over to the seminary,
the cemetery, I mean seminary to get his candidates
for who he would choose to use to build this
kingdom, to establish the throne of God so
that the kingdoms of this world would become
the kingdom of our God.
To establish that, the Bible says that he
chose, and I want to show you this real quick
so we can get a deeper picture of what happens
in Matthew 20.
Because what happens in Matthew 20 has happened
to all of us at one time or another.
But before we look at that, look with me for
just a moment at…
Mark 3:13, Jesus, this is when he called his
disciples.
And there was a phrase that touched me, I
want you to look for it as I read it.
“Jesus went up on a mountainside and called
to him those he wanted, and they came to him.
They appointed twelve, designating them apostles,
that they might be with him,” that they might
be with him.
The kingdoms of this world identify you by
what you do.
But before he called them to do for him, he
called them to be with him.
He called me to be with him.
Wow!
That’s not the phrase, I just pointed that
out.
But that touched me.
He wanted them to be with him and that he
might send them out to preach, to influence
the world.
Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria, the ends of the
earth.
Waxhaw, Melbourne, Toronto.
Yeah, the whole thing is started with these
guys, twelve of them.
You know some of their names, you know what
they did.
They had authority, look at verse 15, “And
to have authority.”
You know, it’s very different, the difference
between getting attention and having authority.
So in a worldly kingdom it’s all about getting
attention.
We call someone an influencer if they can
get attention.
So you buy something by clicking on a link
through their account.
That’s what the world calls an influencer
because they can get attention.
But attention is not the same thing as authority.
Authority is when you know who you are, you
know whose you are, you know what you’ve got,
and you’re okay with what you’re not because
he called me.
That’s what I like about it.
He called to him, go back to verse 13, those
he wanted.
Isn’t that cool?
He called those he wanted.
So if I understand that correctly, that means
that God does not order anything that he doesn’t
desire.
That means if he put me somewhere, he picked
me for where he put me.
That means if he gave me an assignment to
do …
Now, sometimes we have to pick people to do
stuff because we don’t have any better options.
Not God.
God has options.
He called who he wanted.
He could have made any sperm fertilize any
egg so that you would have been born in a
different time.
He could have made any conception process
happen so that your children would have been
born to different parents.
But he called who he wanted.
The revelation of my life was to believe that
God wanted Steven Furtick to do what he gave
Steven Furtick to do.
I didn’t know I was chosen.
Let’s do the math on this real quick.
The first four, we’ll read the names and then
we’ll talk about it.
“These are the twelve he appointed,” verse
16, “Simon (to whom he gave the name Peter),
James son of Zebedee and his brother John.”
That’s the two dudes that are represented
in Matthew 20.
But he called those he wanted.
“And to them he gave the name,” let me try
to say it right, “Boanerges.”
Boanerges.
Holly asked me, because I grew up in Moncks
Corner, South Carolina, “Why do call everybody
Bo?”
It’s a southern thing.
Did you all do that in Valdosta?
They didn’t call anybody Bo in Miami, but
it was like a Moncks Corner thing.
We give nicknames, just call each other nicknames,
you know?
Jesus did that.
He would nickname people.
And he called Simon Peter, petros, rock.
He gave these brothers, the sons of Zebedee,
the only thing we know about their family,
other than that they had a kind of pushy mother.
Talk about a helicopter parent, you know what
I’m saying?
She brought her sons to Jesus, these are grown
men.
And their father, Zebedee, was a fisherman.
And Jesus, when he was starting his ministry
and inaugurating his kingdom, the kingdom
of God, showing the invisible kingdom in a
visible way, he chose and appointed and called
to him those he wanted.
And through all the options that he had, he
chose twelve.
And two of the twelve that he called were
called, Jacob is the Hebrew name, but we translate
it James and John.
John, you would probably know more about because
he was the one who stayed at the cross.
He called himself the disciple that Jesus
loved.
So he did not struggle in the self-esteem
department.
But what you might not know about him is that
he had a nickname called Boanerges, which
means sons of thunder.
Which is a weak translation.
The Hebrew term actually means like tremble.
It’s not thunder, it’s like disturbed.
It’s like hot-tempered.
So Jesus called those he wanted, and what
he wanted was two brothers that when he looked
at them he named them sons of disturbing rumbling
thunder.
Y’all come help me change the world.
Now, I’m going to give you 20 seconds to thank
God in your own way that he chooses who he
wants to choose, and he doesn’t consult people.
Take 20 seconds and praise God that he did
not ask your enemies.
That he did not even ask your parents.
That he will not consult your failure to see
what he does through your future.
When God calls you, he wants you.
20 seconds, 15 seconds, 10 seconds, 5 seconds
to praise God that he called you to be with
him!
I’m just really glad that he called me by
name, and he knew what was in me when he called
me.
So he called these twelve, right?
And all their other names are there too, but
we’re not talking about all the other names.
We’re talking about James and John.
Out of all the fishermen in the region where
Jesus was launching his ministry, he chose
Peter, Andrew, James, and John.
Andrew even got left out.
Because within the twelve, now let’s stop
and do this real quick.
I think everybody wants to feel special and
unique, right?
Okay.
Everybody wants a participation trophy every
now and then.
Everybody wants to feel every once in a while
like, “I matter to those who matter to me.”
And the feeling that you don’t can make you
crazy.
The feeling that nobody would even notice
if I was gone.
The feeling that somebody better could probably
do it.
The feeling that everybody else has something
that I don’t have and I’m really like, I’m
really faking confidence to cover insecurity.
We’re going to be real in this series because
the kingdom of God deals with the internal
first.
And when he called them, there was something
in them.
One time James and John, they were going through
Samaria and the people of Samaria rejected
Jesus.
And they took it personally, the sons of thunder,
Boenerges.
Yeah.
James and John asked Jesus, “Do you want us
to call down fire from heaven on them, Lord?”
Jesus is just like, “Yikes!
No!
That’s the wrong kingdom!”
But at least they had passion.
At least they had passion.
And he called them and he put their passion
in a position where they were able to see
and do amazing things.
Out of all the fishermen that he could have
used, he chose them.
And he named them when he saw them because
he knew what was in them more than they did.
I just got to thinking about that, man, like
out of all the fishermen, these brothers got
chosen to be in the twelve.
And check this out, within the twelve disciples
there was a special group called the three,
Peter, James, and John.
Poor Andrew.
He brought Peter to Jesus, then stepped out
of the way.
Because the kingdom of God is not about attention
or recognition.
Some of the things that God uses you to do,
you will be invisible while you’re doing them.
Some of you, the greatest thing that you are
going to do in your life is encourage someone
else.
But we don’t know this any more because we
don’t know the difference between greatness
and fame.
But let me say something, everybody famous
isn’t great.
And everybody great isn’t famous.
There are some great people in this church
who don’t have a Twitter account.
There are some great people in this church
who will never hold a press conference or
release an album.
There are some great people in this church
who don’t have to wear brands to show what
they can wear because they know who they are.
There are some great people in this church
and you may never recognize them, but when
they show up hell takes notice because they
have a kingdom authority.
Can I preach this series?
High five somebody and say, “God will make
me great!”
God will make me great!
I might not win a Grammy, but my name is registered
in heaven!
My name is written in the Lamb’s book of life!
I might not have a name you know, but I know
a name that is above every name!