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we’re going to talk about the good but
we’re recognizing we’re coming from
something that’s not good long before
Kurt pastor Robert pastor Tony we were
all born long before we inherited a
situation that we’re gonna unpack some
today but Kirk would you help me would
you help me understand what I need to
understand would you inform me if I’m
ignorant would you help me is I think
that you have been creating this
opportunity is one of the greatest steps
to just gathering information to be
willing to be open to hear and to listen
I commend you as a white man and so as I
strive to communicate and try to be very
didactic in in in my explanation of not
only how we got here but but but but
some of the issues that even though we
may have inherited some things there are
also some things that we are maybe
contributing as well just because I
think the overall theme can also be how
the failure of the church has
contributed to the systemic racism that
continues in our culture and it has been
the failure of the church in and and we
can have the conversation of race in a
general aspect but I think for the four
of us it is very important to keep it
through through the lens of our
Christian perspective because I believe
that we from the first inception should
have been the leaders of healing of
unity and racial reconciliation in our
country but in order to do that we also
have to we’ve got to own some stuff
right right right all right we’ve got to
be able to acknowledge some stuff and so
this is not a conversation of me
attempting to make white people feel bad
for being white it is to give a bigger
perspective on the heartbreaks and the
hurts that that black and brown people
in America are looking for the church to
be a safe haven but
time’s it isn’t always answering to that
call a lot of people know that how I got
here to be able to be on the stage was
an experience that I had last year at
the Dove Awards where there were some
things that happened that for me as a
black man was very hurtful and painful
and so I make some decisions that I was
going to humbly back out until there
were some tangible things put in place
they could be able to speak to the areas
of race within the framework of our
Christian experience again I’m not
looking for the culture to answer the
problems that the church should be
leading in yeah I’m not doing that we
should be leading the call we we should
we should be leading the cry of what
that looks like and so because there
were some things that happened that if
you’ve been following me anybody that’s
watching this has been following me over
the last six to eight months they know
that there was something that happened
there that that caused me to feel this
heartbreak and that I know that my
community has been waiting for me to
respond to and so growing up in the
church growing up in Christian music and
in gospel music there has been numerous
moments that I wanted to see a unity
that I never saw happened I’ll give you
a great example I did a song with Toby
Mac and an artist by the name of Mandisa
and it was a song of Toby’s I’m Toby
back from DC Talk and I’ve been friends
for years
and so he invited me to do a song off of
this out on this album called the song
school I don’t want to gain the whole
world and lose my soul and so he asked
me to come on and I did my verse I
created like the whole second verse and
I remember driving down the toll we’re
here in Dallas on a Christian radio
station and the song came on the radio I
was oh man this is the song this is song
the man told me if you don’t know Toby
Mac told megazor white Christian artist
and Mandisa she’s an african-american
singer that is a Christian artist men in
the white Christian community that that
is more of the space that she exists in
so the song came on in like all
Minnesotans good on the radio and I’m
turning it up for my verse I’m ready for
my verse
this and this isn’t 20 years ago this
isn’t 30 years ago this was 7 or 8 maybe
10 max so we’re still looking at a
modern age of conversation it’s time for
my verse and the radio goes blank they
cut my entire verse out because of how I
was communicating my faith culturally
more from a more urban swaggie position
I might do Toby love diverse his enable
of her they released the song it wasn’t
like this was a song that got leaked
Toby loved the verses label everybody
loved the verse but the system’s felt
that must that my verse was too black
and it really broke my heart because I
have lived in the space of Christian
music for so long everybody has my
number
everybody knows how to get in touch with
me I’m not a difficult guy to get in
touch if there was some things I said in
verse for example I said something about
God is not concerned about twenty-twos
and so they thought I was talking about
a gun I was talking about the size of
rims on a car if you didn’t understand
it
hey Kirk you sound good on that verse
can you explain to me what 22s are but
instead you edit out my verse
I believe that black and brown people in
this country continuously feel like
they’re edited out and so you can only
get edited out for so long that after a
while you decide to not want more to
show up anymore and so you begin to
build your own systems and sometimes
those systems are built out of anger and
frustrations and so when you leave this
hole of a lack of engagement then you
leave people to build their own
narrative of what the truth is and I
believe that because being being very
candid honest black and brown people did
not build the system so it is very
difficult for the white Christian
community to look at black and brown
people to necessarily fix a system that
they didn’t have a say-so and how it was
built
because there are also inner workings
within the system that are systemic and
so it’s no longer race that we new race
to be in the 19th century or the 18th
century it’s a news systemic racism that
it always seems to be where black and
brown people are always the subjects of
the Edit pastor Robert well it breaks my
heart
you know said here about my brother that
I love that I know that we go lunch
together yeah yeah and hear that and
what he reinforces in me is he’s
experienced a lot of things I’ve never
experienced yeah I’ve never experienced
that you know when I was before I got
saved people know that I was involved in
drugs now you got caught with drugs well
my dad everybody knew my dad in town
he just took care of it I didn’t go to
jail my dad just picked me up rushed
away
mmm but not if I’d have been a black
young man probably yeah you know I’m
learning things that I didn’t know I’m
learning that I don’t remember the
number at six eight or ten but it’s
something like that that a black man for
the exact same crime goes to jail six or
eight times longer than a white man and
when you hear this as a white Christian
your heart should break it absolutely
should break and then you should say to
your brothers how can I be a part of the
solution and so here’s another story
about my brother Kirk that I’ve known
for years I never I never heard that and
if I’m sitting you’re holding back the
tears thinking there’s a Nissen it’s not
just that something happened like he
mentioned at the Dove Awards and the two
of you reached out talked and and said
hey let’s do something to fix the
problem and I’ve come in both of you for
that but it’s that he’s got a list of
these stories that happen yes
so it just breaks my heart but what
we’ve got to do is what we’re doing
right now we’ve got talked about I have
a pastor friend of mine african-american
and he met with almost every pastor in
town saying could we bring our two
churches together just to talk any only
one found found one pastor that would do
it but the white pastor that did it they
would meet on Wednesday nights they’d
have dinner together but they seated if
there were four black people table there
were four white and they made sure and
they simply asked questions like they
asked what do you feel about people not
standing during the national anthem well
the white person said well my father
died in World War two so to me you’re
taking a stand against the country but
when the black person shared what he
felt they both were able to say I’m
sorry I didn’t know you felt that way I
think we’ve got to do some talking and I
really believe it needs to start the
church pastor time well I think I’d be
old this person of this regime no you’re
not that’s a 70 year old man and I can
trace from the earliest days I remember
going to was called White Tower in
Baltimore Maryland and I would ask that
one occasion I said dad let’s go get
some hamburgers because it was a
hamburger place he says oh you can’t go
in there
they won’t allow us there and that’s
when he was educating me about
segregation in Baltimore Maryland as a
teenager I remember being pulled over by
a white policeman and being held there
and told you don’t belong in this
neighborhood and he kept me almost an
hour on the side of the road which
almost got me fired from my job as a as
a young man been in ministry in Atlanta
Georgia I went to a Anglo Church and
they told me that I was not welcome
there and it was what we would call
today a very evangelical Southern
Baptist
Church then what it was come time to go
to seminary so I’m now in my 20 I’m
applying to a seminary that just had
recently decided that it would allow
blacks in on probation on probation on
probation so of course a lot of people
will notice how all these Bible
Institute started as a way of
maintaining segregation in the name of
still trying to authenticate theological
instruction then when it came time to do
ministry and I was trying to get on
radio I was told by a leading Network we
cannot put you on the radio it would
offend too many of my white listeners so
now I’m in my 30s and and it took a
letter from James Dobson writing the
stations which which opened up those
doors in other words I can trace decade
after decade personal experiences of the
fact that I was a believer the fact that
I was a biblio century believer
conservative theology did not override
the racial division that was in the
culture that it also infiltrated the
church even with within the last twenty
years there were churches teaching the
curse of ham yes as they feel logical
template for understanding the condition
of black people in America so so I can I
can trace this a reality so there are
conversations for example that I had
with my sons and that my daughter
priscilla shirer has with her grandsons
that angle a pair of parents don’t have
to have and that is if you pulled over
by police you say this this way because
the mere fact of how you look and your
complexion is going to create a negative
a potential negative situation that
could put things on edge that’s a
conversation most black parents have
with their children because of the
environment in which we live so when I
trace that it becomes clear and
I look at as Martin Luther King said 11
o’clock on Sunday morning even though we
have had progress it’s still the most
segregated hour in America it read
underscores the fact that the systems at
play
even if individuals have progressed have
not gotten us to the point where we’re
implementing biblical truth for the
transformation of Christians for the
transformation of see out theology and
God is not going to skip the church
house to fix the culture