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well I’m gonna go ahead and get right

into it um because usually every year at

Easter we do a huge production like we

do this huge thing and this year real

quick can we give it up for the worship

team the creative department the band

like everybody did a phenomenal job love

you guys but but this year we

intentionally decided to simplify

because as I started going through the

Gospels you know Easter if you go to a

church this is when we pull out

pyrotechnics and we have people flying

from the top of ceilings and we give

everybody a tattoo that says he is risen

like we we do all kinds of things but

when I went back to the scriptures of

how they did it back in the day they

called it the simple gospel it was just

good news and you don’t really need like

a billboard to tell somebody good news

y’all know when there’s a sale at your

favorite store you don’t make a flyer to

tell your friends you just call them

girl

Express got a sale like do you

understand what I’m saying and I just

thought that maybe this year I would

just share the simple truth of the

gospel with you I thought that this year

I would share from my own experience and

what God is doing in my life and what

he’s done in other people’s life an

answer probably the most blaring

question that that that our humanity is

faced with today the whole reason we

titled this thing searching for a

feeling is because that’s what everybody

in this room is doing in some way all of

us are searching for some feeling that

we don’t talk about when we meet people

we don’t we don’t introduce us up hi my

name is Sally I’m searching for your

validation nobody does that but our

actions line up with that many of you

have jobs right now that you hate but

because of the zeros it puts in your

bank account and somehow you’re

searching for a feeling of success or

worthiness you’ll keep doing the thing

you hate to have a momentary feeling of

somebody else thinking that you bet

you’re better than what you really are

I’m coming straight for it today

because I was searching for feelings in

my life for years and so I just got one

question for you what are you searching

for no no no and this is not an ethereal

question I hope you take some time this

week or when you’re at lunch or while

you’re sitting down trying to watch some

sports trying to get this out of your

mind because I hope it stays in your

mind until you can’t sleep no more what

are you really searching for because

until we identify what we’re searching

for we usually will just act out of

however we feel that’s why we called it

searching for a feeling and most people

in this room are searching for things

that give them some type of feeling like

maybe searching for peace searching for

acceptance searching for happiness

searching for success love respect

important significance value worthiness

meaning affection purpose some of y’all

are just searching for hope and today I

just came to tell you good news that

everything you’re searching for you can

have the problem is humanity has a

default setting that we search for what

we want in the wrong places like like so

after you answer the question what am i

searching for the second question you

need to ask yourself for real is where

do I go to find fulfillment and I know

you think this is for your neighbor

right now you think this is where your

girlfriend oh my god I know that’s why

she’s on Instagram all the time posting

those selfies because she wants somebody

to validate how pretty she is

but you’re doing the same thing with

religion so so so you study descriptions

so that you know more than somebody else

so whenever they come to you you can

make them feel little or that you’re so

far away what are we all searching for

and where do we go to find that

fulfillment the reason I’m asking you

that question is because it’s been the

same thing since Adam and Eve in the

garden when Eve and Adam had given this

am a

Promised Land from God they were still

searching for something else and they

had the God of the universe with them

right there why in the world would they

be searching when the Creator

was right there with him the problem is

even when you go to Genesis 3 chapter 6

it says that Eve she was convinced she

saw that the tree was beautiful and it’s

fruit looked delicious

and she wanted its wisdom she wanted the

wisdom it would give her so she took

some of the fruit and she ate it then

her dumb husband was sitting there right

with her and he ate it this is when sin

creeped in and let me help you sin it

seems so deep to everybody but when you

really understand it it’s very simple

let me give you the easiest definition

of sin sin is searching for the right

thing in the wrong place

that’s all sin is Eve wanted wisdom but

she went to the serpent and said instead

of to her father

my question is you want to feel success

but where are you going to find it you

want to be you want to be worthy you

want to have a steam you want to be an

impact in the world but where are you

going to find it and the truth is that

many people in this room right now you

put on your mask

to come to church today but you’re gonna

go home with you and you know you you

know why you do certain things many

people in this room have more degrees

than a thermometer and still don’t feel

like they’re in purpose what are you

searching for some people they color

their hair every other color every other

day put a new wig new weed new hat new

whatever you want to call it they do

something brand new but but but at some

point it’s like what are you looking for

like what was the reason oh oh I just

don’t like being alone is that why you

went from Richard to Ricardo to Renaldo

to Rwanda

it was all the same motivation but we’re

all searching for a feeling and today I

just want you to know that nobody’s

excluded from that the question is where

are you gonna go to find it and one of

the cool things about I’m searching is

that after you search and you don’t find

it then you start getting desperate and

have you ever met a desperate person

like like when you get desperate you

start doing things out of character okay

let’s be honest cuz of there’s a lot of

there’s an air of fake in the room right

now and let’s just go ahead and pop that

bubble right now have you ever been

desperate for something I don’t care

what it was whether it was sex money

acceptance whatever have you ever been

desperate and you started acting out of

character because of your desperation

hands in the building everybody over

here that you raise your hand you’re

lying okay um okay so what ends up

happening is I found that once you

become desperate after you’ve been

searching and you don’t find it then you

become this word that the young people

say today it’s a word called thirsty

anybody know a thirsty is like thirsty

it’s like somebody who’s desperate for

something but they’re not gonna come out

and say it so they try really hard to

put something out there that will get

them attention and get them notice but

not really say the core issue and you

like that doesn’t make sense let me give

you a perfect example like when somebody

it’s been working out but they don’t

want to say hey could you tell me I look

good for working out and so they post a

picture um with no shirt on but they say

look at my smile

you’re thirsty bro what are you doing

like you you’re doing something out of

character to get something that you

really need but you’re going about it

the wrong way what I found is people

aren’t just searching for a feeling

they’re thirsty for it they’re thirsty

to know that they’re good enough they’re

thirsty to know that they’re loved

they’re thirsty to know if I lose

everything I’m still worth something and

our society lives so unplugged from who

we really are that we spend our entire

life thirsting for something that will

never be quenched because we go to the

wrong places to find it so today I just

hope that I could share just a little

bit from my own personal life because

I’ve been thirsty for years yeah I’m

saying it the pasture like I was thirsty

to be fulfilled and have affection but I

didn’t know how to get it the right way

and I didn’t want to go through the

process to get it the right way so I

became addicted and married to

pornography and I know we don’t talk

about this type of stuff but I became a

liar a manipulator I became somebody who

I knew I did not want to be but it was

because I wanted to feel something that

I did not want to go to the right source

for and so I don’t know what you are

fulfilling your life with some of us

it’s things you got every Jordan that’s

ever come out every single one or for

somebody else your house is super

beautiful but you got the house the cars

and everything that you want but you

don’t like going home you can’t find

peace and all I’m saying today is my

passion is that you would not leave this

place still searching for something that

has already been provided so I found a

woman who was searching in the Bible and

I want to talk to her story real quick

so that we can see is maybe we we can

see ourselves through this lens and

maybe find what we’re all really looking

for um

go to John chapter four and we’re gonna

meet a woman it’s you would know where

if you’ve ever read the Bible as the

woman at the whale okay

and this woman was literally thirsty

like not metaphorically see wanted some

water and so she was going to get some

water and she’s about to come in contact

with Jesus she came for one reason

but she’s to get a practical need mate

men like some of you came in here today

to check off the the box like I came for

Easter I took a picture with my mom and

I’m ready to go eat like it doesn’t

matter it’s okay if you came for the

practical reason but when you encounter

Jesus he never wants to do a surface

work in your life he always wants to do

something everybody say deeper he always

wants to do something deeper so this

woman is about to fall into the title of

my message today the thirst trap she’s

about to she’s about to fall into a

thirst trap because what God is doing

it’s it’s he setting a divine moment

where this woman’s humanity can meet

Jesus’s divinity where where every bad

part of her would meet all the good

parts of God and let me set it up and

tell you how this went so the disciples

are on their way from one town to

another and they’re headed the Galilee

and and um they in the moment Jesus just

hits this like fake like faint in my

mind he’s like walking and then he’s

like oh I’m so tired and and the

disciples like Jesus we gotta keep

moving the next town is where the

chick-fil-a is and we gotta get

something to eat before the day and he’s

like no no no you go I’ll wait here next

to this well and the disciples like bro

you trippin we ain’t a is since the 9

a.m. we gonna go get some food we’ll

bring you back a eight count ok so um

and Jesus sits here and and the

disciples are looking back like why

would he stay here but my Bible tells me

that God will forsake the 99 to go after

one

so he knew somebody was gonna come to

this place that needed to encounter him

and so we pick up in verse 7 where you

have to realize that this woman is

coming to this whale at noon the hottest

part of the day which if you’re back in

this time is hot hot like like like it’s

out of here

but it’s haha ok and you never went to

the whale at noon unless you didn’t want

to see anybody because you would go in

the cool of the day because it would be

more comfortable but this woman was

intentionally going to the well at noon

because we’ll find out later she had a

reputation that was not that good and

everybody around her knew her for what

she used to do so instead of being

around people who would judge her she

would inconvenience herself and go get

what she needs when nobody was around

and let me say it a different way

because Christians would judge people

who had a checkered past or people

around she said I don’t want anything to

do with them I’ll go when nobody’s there

and that’s why I need to apologize for

everybody who’s been out of the church

for a long time but maybe you’ve seen

something that really turns you off

because a lot of people want Jesus but

they don’t want nothing to do with

Christians and all I’m saying it’s not

all of us but there’s some of us that

remember who we used to be and remember

the grace that it took for us to come

out of what we were in is there anybody

in here that remembers who you used to

be and and what God has done for you and

so what ends up happening is Jesus said

I’m gonna go meet this woman at a place

where no other person would come to and

that’s where we pick it up and and it

says soon a Samaritan woman came to draw

water she was thirsty and Jesus said to

her – check this out he was like scuse

me ma’am oh yeah hey hi my name is Jesus

um could you please give me a drink and

this this woman was kind of thrown off

and I don’t want to I want to move on

but I can’t because what you got know is

just in that one little sentence we see

the grace of God see the grace of God

what’s that Jesus engaged her before the

woman ever engaged him like the grace of

God is that Jesus started the

conversation the grace of God was that

even though you’re messed up and you

don’t want nothing to do with God and

you’ve been living a certain way Jesus

will set an appointment like today and

say hey I still love you hey I still

have a plan for you hey can I start up

this conversation with you and this

woman acted like most of the bus would

act when Jesus comes to our door she

said uh you talkin to me

he must not understand that Jews refused

to have anything to do with Samaritans

verse 9 you’re a Jew baby and I’m a

Samaritan woman it was a racial issue

like like I’m white you’re black right

we don’t why are you asking me for a

drink

the MLT version remix boo why are you

even talking to me that’s what she just

said right here then jesus replied I

want you to see it he said girl if you

knew the gift God has for you and I just

want to tell somebody who’s been thirsty

and coming to places that can’t fulfill

you if you knew what God had for you if

you knew what he had planned for you if

he knew if you knew what he had already

put even with all the crap that has

happened to you if you knew what God had

for you and then he says something even

more gangster he’s like and if you knew

who you was talking to

baby you would asked me for a drink of

living water you can read it is survival

right here you would ask me for this

living water and I bet she says

something like this well if you got your

own water baby why did you ask me for

some but I’m trying to put you here and

then she said sir

number one you don’t have no road number

two you don’t have a bucket and this

will is very deep what this says to me

is this woman was telling Jesus you

don’t have what I need to even get my

need men the part of me that’s jacked up

is deep like the part of me that that

that that needed that father issue that

of my dad walking out or not being there

or when I was when I was cut from that

team or when the thing like I’m the 40

year old version of a four year old and

my issues that you don’t even have what

I need to get my need man talking about

living water and this is how many people

in this room feel when it comes to Jesus

you don’t have what I know we sang

praise and worship and read the

scriptures but what about the

miscarriage what about the loss I had

everything right here and they didn’t

exact me to the school I was married and

faithful and they walked out on me the

well is deep and I don’t know if you can

meet the need this is why many of us go

to looking for other things that we can

control to try to get our thirsty Souls

filled because somehow if God was really

loving none of this stuff would happen

in the first place so this woman

interacts with Jesus and he replies

Teresa says sweetheart verse 13 anyone

who drinks drinks like you’ve been

Lincoln anyone who keeps Netflix in and

chilly anyone who just keeps trying to

climb the corporate ladder to feel

significance by the dollar signs in

their bank account

anybody who keeps going to the whales

that you go to anyone who keeps drinking

they will soon become thirsty again and

this is the cycle of most people in

America today is this a bunch of thirsty

people looking for a quick drink to just

have to pay for something that was

already provided in the first place let

me explain it to you this right here is

a lemonade

now lemonade is an amazing drink

especially if you get it from the right

place

the thing about lemonade is when I sweat

and I perspire and I run up here and I

do all this other stuff I need to be

hydrated because I’m thirsty

my initial reaction when I see this

yellow bottle is to crack it open and to

take a huge swig of it the problem with

lemonade is that it tastes good in the

moment but it makes me more thirsty

after I drink it what’s happening with

many of us in this room as we keep going

to relationships and it’s good for a

moment but as soon as we take us if I’m

preaching this thing right now we become

thirsty again and the problem is that

after everything is poured out of this

one bottle the sad sleep is no matter if

I paid a dollar ninety-nine or a

thousand dollars for this at some point

it’s going to run out this is not a

source this is a resource the same way

that your job is not a source it

a resource the same way your marriage is

not a source it is a resource the same

way that your college degree is a

resource and not to sort and to many

people have lived their life paying for

a resource instead of accepting the

source now I think what Jesus was

telling this woman look at it in verse

14 you can see it he said um and this is

what I just want everybody to know just

write this point down don’t fall for the

facade of fulfillment everybody’s

falling for the facade of being

fulfilled well I got a drink you’re

about to be thirsty again whoa whoa I

got a raise you’re about to be thirsty

again because the money is only

temporarily making you feel worth it but

there’s a deep thing that deep well that

God wants to heal and he says to this

woman but those of you who drink the

water that I give will never be thirsty

again it becomes fresh and bubbling

Springs within them giving them eternal

life now I don’t know how many of y’all

I know I got a lot of bougie Christians

now but I don’t know how many of y’all

remember playing outside in the summer

and and your parents wouldn’t let you

come back inside no more and so you got

hot I know y’all bougie over there but

but back in my day like we’d be playing

football or on the trampoline or

basketball and they was like if you want

some water you got to get it outside and

I don’t know what happened but there was

an anointing that came from from the

source and the faucet and if you ever

got water hose water Oh some of y’all

know what I’m talking if you ever

like I know some of y’all are like oh my

god it’s not smart water no this is dumb

water but it is the best runner and when

you get real hot you just

and you let it drip down a little bit

and me you like ha ha

there was nothing like can I get

somebody who agrees that was nothing you

know what Christ was saying is you can

keep taking your thirsty self to

something you have to pay for or you can

receive what I’ve already paid for and

it’ll never run out because it’s not

connected to anything other than living

water something that’ll keep running

something that’ll keep going until you

tell me I don’t want it anymore and the

sad state of the world today is that God

wants to fulfill every desire every need

he doesn’t want you jumping from bed to

bed from job to job some of us are

having kids because we want somebody to

love us come on I’m talking about real

stuff some of us are looking and

searching for something that can only be

found in living water so this woman she

says hold on is it really that good like

you got the good good

look at verse 15 she said please sir

give me this water then I’ll never look

look at why she wanted it cuz then I’ll

never be thirsty again and I won’t have

to keep coming to these dark places I

won’t have to keep coming here I won’t

have to keep ending up with these type

of people I won’t have to keep fighting

my significance about how many people

like or scroll or buy my plot I won’t

have to if I can get this living water

where there’s love hope showing peace

besides anything I do I won’t have to

keep coming and putting on this mass she

said give me that water

but look what Jesus does in verse 16 but

the Luke will make me priests over here

y’all don’t know brother Luke thank you

it’s Easter and use bad in that suit

brother Luke I’m about to preach just to

you but look what happens verse 16 Jesus

after she says give it to me he said

real quick one more thing go get your

husband go get your husband and the

woman said um see what happened was like

and Jesus said don’t even say nothing

you’re right

you don’t have a husband for you have

five husbands and you aren’t even

married to the man you are living with

now you certainly spoke the truth this

woman said oh my god I feel exposed you

must be a prophet that’s what the

scripture says I want you to hear me say

this very clearly because this is where

people get messed up Jesus never gives

you the satisfaction you want without

first addressing your cycle she said

give me the water

she said what have you been going to

other than me go get your husband Oh

five husbands she had five cycles of

trying to be four filled in something

that would not fulfill her I don’t know

how many cycles you have I’m gonna call

nobody out and I don’t want you to tell

me your cycles but if you do not

understand that there is something you

have been going to other than Jesus he

cannot offer you the full satisfaction

of what you really need he and this is a

beautiful thing about it he did not fix

her cycles in that moment he just wanted

to make sure she was aware of them no

you need to hear this because what

religion tells you is clean it all up

get it all fixed and then come to Jesus

Jesus said no no no I want your heart

and if I get your heart I’ll help you

change your habits I just need you to

know where you are

because what I’m about to do in your

life it’s gonna take you to a whole

nother place and nobody’s gonna be able

to get glory from it except me because

you have to know where you are it’s the

same question he asked Adam and Eve in

the garden he said where are you now

there was only two people on the whole

earth at the time you think God lost

them he didn’t lose them

that was a self-awareness question he

was saying where are you he was trying

to see if they could locate where they

were the same way I believe on this

Resurrection Sunday God saying what are

you searching for where are you going to

find it where are you I want to give you

living water I want to give you that

thing that don’t ever run out I want to

give you that thing that you can share

with others see when there’s a living

water I can say Charles you thirsty bro

you look thirsty right now get you

somebody is bread you thirsty bro

[Applause]

what you gotta understand as many of us

are trying to feed people from a supply

that’s run out we’re trying to give

advice from an empty place we’re trying

to raise kids from an empty place we’re

trying to start businesses

[Applause]

and God said you don’t even have to be

responsible if you would just let me

give you the living water

so Jesus confronts this woman cycles and

then speaks to her knee and guess what

the woman does she came there for

something very practical cuz she was

thirsty

everybody say thirsty yes he came that I

just want to drink she was going to get

it and she met living water and the

Bible tells us that she drops the jar

that she came to get her water in and

she ran back in the town and said yo

y’all I met a man that told me

everything I ever did y’all gotta come

see he might be the Messiah and it says

that the entire town went to meet Jesus

because they thought maybe this could be

him all I’m telling you is that God can

take thirsty people and change their

life and make them the catalyst for

changed for an entire group of parched

people I believe that’s the same thing I

wants to do in your life that’s the

thing that he’s doing in my life this

woman left her jar and she said can you

come see and that’s why we simplified

Easter and I’m preaching cuz this is me

as that woman saying will you come see

come see a man who took every one of

your issues every one of your pains

every one of your dysfunctions every one

of your ailments and diseases or

diseases he took all of them when he

went to the cross the Bible tells us

that God sent His only Son to become

everything that we would do and be and

pay for the punishment so that we

wouldn’t have to

the Bible says it like this in second or

Indians 5:21 it says God made him who

knew no sin he and do nothing to be sin

to become homosexuality to become lying

to become depression to become cancer

Jesus wore all of it and he said I am I

am everything that you will be I am the

hurt you experience when your family

left you I am the lust that would keep

you ravaged for a decade I am

he said if you believe that I am it you

don’t have to be it if you believe that

I took it you don’t have to live with it

it said it said that but by what Jesus

did on the cross we are healed so I want

you to think about what your soul’s been

thirsty for I don’t know what it is but

let me tell you everybody in this room

has been thirsty searching desperate for

something that only God can fulfill and

he provided a way through Jesus so when

you see Jesus taking lashes and taking

beatings in the passion when you see the

stripes and the blood pouring out of his

veins when you look how they mocked him

how they spit on him how they abused him

how they beat him that wasn’t for sport

that was for me

that was for every area of thirst in my

life where I would be searching for

validation and God said Michael 2012

years from now is going to need to know

he has a purpose and he’s gonna try to

go to sex and he’s gonna try to go to

people and he’s gonna be a people

pleaser and he’s gonna try to do things

that are out of the character that I

made for him and he’s gonna need

forgiveness off take it for every lash

everything whoo so you wouldn’t have to

live it’s a way that you’ve been living

no longer do you have to go to things

who’s that’s gonna leave you thirsty you

want peace

well Pastor Mike weed is now legal is

that what you want to pay for something

that God gives freely he his name is the

Prince of Peace you want love you don’t

have to go and do something for it it is

who he is

many of us have been searching for a

feeling desperate for a feeling thirsty

for a feeling but God said a thirst

traffic what are you saying Pastor Mike

your thirst for whatever it is it’s just

evidence that you need Jesus and when I

saw this our Savior being stretched out

the one statement that I never saw

before I found it in John chapter 19

verse 28 it’s the second to last

statement that our Savior ever said he

said later knowing that everything had

now been finished after they beat him

and mocked him and he took everything

just for us he said he knew the

scripture would be fulfilled and look at

the one statement that Jesus said before

he said it is finished he said I am

thirsty

what the last thing that one of the last

things he would ever say is I’m thirsty

he said everything that you would be

thirsty for I took it and he said the

only reason that I would say I’m thirsty

is because I just poured out everything

that I had just for you god I’m thirsty

so they don’t have to be it is and he

gave up his life they didn’t take it he

gave it up for me and for you

three days Earth Stood Still and on the

third day the stone was rolled away with

all power victory healing the defeat

over depression the doctor took the win

over anxiety everything that you’ve been

going through he rose again with all

power and he stands now as the

victorious one that has defeated death

hell and the grave and all he’s asking

is will you now allow me to let you live

the way since you were created to live

standing all over this place I got good

news for you you don’t got to be thirsty

no more because Jesus took it whatever

you’ve been searching for it’s found in

the living water today I want to pray

for you I want to I want to give you the

opportunity to receive the gift of Jesus

the thing that took me from being

addicted pornography and manipulator a

liar somebody who achieved people not a

good person on the inside somebody who

would put on a facade and do all this

other stuff I want to give you the

opportunity to make the decision that

did not make me a perfect man but made

me a progressing man I’m not where I

want to be but I am NOT

where I used to be and I am on the path

to being the best version of who God’s

created me to be and I want you to have

the same thing but you won’t get it

going to the wrong place today would you

close your eyes and bow your head and I

want you to think about your

relationship with God is where it is

it’s got far away from you or is he

close to you today I want him to be as

close as you want him to be the Bible

said he stands at the door and he knocks

but somebody’s got to let him in and

today is the day that you can let him in

I want you to pray this prayer with me I

know religion tells me you got to change

everything but God says I’ll take you

just how you are broken a lost hurting

confused somebody I even feel in the

spirit said I’ll never serve God again

he’s not holding you to that

he was vetting that this would be your

your moment at the whale and he could

meet you right here and I want you to

pray this prayer with me and as

transformation church we’re family we’re

gonna put it all together for the

benefit of those who are coming to

Christ only God knows if you really mean

this so I want you to say it with

everything you have say God I needed you

I’ve been thirsty but now I want what

you have for me

I believe you lived and you died just

for me and today I make you my Lord and

Savior change me we knew me transform me

I’m yours in Jesus name Amen

[Applause]