God doesn’t bless who or where we pretend to be. He blesses who and where we really are. When we acknowledge where we are honestly, the natural suddenly becomes supernatural. The ordinary becomes extraordinary. Here becomes holy. Join Pastor Mike as he shows us how to take an assessment of where we are and how God moves in that honesty.
welcome to transformation church it’s
anniversary sunday is anybody excited
amen amen amen well we are in week
three
of a series we are calling everybody
help me here is holy say it one more
time here is hope now look down
are you where you want to be
that’s the question i got to ask you
today are you where you want to be and
the truth of the matter is for most of
us
the answer is what no somebody i’ll be
like hell no
and some of y’all ain’t
look the boujee people’s like oh my god
of y’all not where you want to be okay
let’s be honest how many people in this
room are exactly where they want to be
watching online how many people
are not where they want to be hands
lifted in the chat is going crazy okay
cool
but what if i told you
that you’re exactly where you’re
supposed to be
see when you start walking on this
christian life
your wants become less and less
important
i’mma say something to you that your
mama should have told you it don’t
matter what you want
it matters what god wants for you
and what if where you are right now
everybody say here
what if here
is exactly the tension that god placed
on your life for the destiny that he’s
trying to prepare you for
and this is not a sexy word
this is not a word for the people who
want three points and a poem to go home
feel better and go live the same way
this is a message today in week three
this is the big boy table grown-up food
get your steak knife and your fork not
the little one for the salad get it out
because we about to cut through this
thing because i may have some offensive
news for you
here
was a part
of the place
that god ordained for you to be
what if when he wrote your life
he said and i’m going to allow the
betrayal
no jesus would never do it in his own
pack
he had judas
now if anybody could have avoided
the betrayal
but why would he ordain a judas
judas did what he had to do
to see nobody likes this part of
scripture but what if judas was right in
the will of god
y’all got to read your bible again
it literally tells us when judas did
what he was supposed to do
it was the only way they could find
jesus
so that he could go and be the
propitiation for our sins and pay our
bill for eternity what if
them leaving you
was a part
of the plan
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see all of the crap i’ve been through
the past seven years getting here
everybody shouted me here
the more and more i walk with god
i see
that it was not
a
attack
it was an assignment
what happened three weeks
three weeks ago when the spit hit the
fan
that was set on assignment for my life
to be able to develop something in me
and to be able to extract some things
out of me
that could not go
into my eighth year of ministry y’all
missed it
as we stand here on the precipice of of
a threshold of seven being the the the
completion of a thing and eight being
something that is a new beginning this
is an end of an era
and everything that happened to me
was on assignment
well god would never
do that to you hold on
if he didn’t do it
he will use it
and some of us have been so
fixed on what happened
that we won’t let god take
what happened
and use it
to turn you into what he has seen in you
from the very beginning there’s nothing
bad that can happen to me
it can’t because of who is for me
if it looks bad it just means i’m in the
middle of it
[Applause]
if it looks bad it just means it’s not
over
but somehow
mj not being able to speak until six
years old is working out for our good
now some of y’all don’t believe this you
only believe portions of scripture but
romans 8 tells us
[Applause]
all things
are working
it didn’t say all things worked
it’s a verb it’s it’s at this moment
here it’s
working
for my good
and so i just need
i need you
in this series is god given us a phrase
for the year here is holy some of y’all
this is hard to swallow because you’re
waiting for me to be like so god doesn’t
work here and then he gonna go there
there’s next year
i’m just going to be very clear if you
want us to move from here
go somewhere else
for transformation church
the thing we’re focusing on right now
is what here
but what can god do here a whole bunch
if we would let him work on us
here
and and and one of the most practical
examples of that is when i’m somewhere
and and somebody’s trying to get me to
where they’re at a lot of times this
happens with my brother brent i’d be
like brent uh where are you at and he’ll
be like where are you at and i’ll be
like well where are you at if you tell
me where you at and then he’ll say this
little thing drop a pin
come on and and on my cell phone it geo
maps me because of all of the
satellites and the different things that
are happening it geo maps where i’m at
and that pin where i actually am
is able to allow brentum to be able to
navigate to me or for me to be able to
navigate to him
the only problem with a pen
is that you can place a pin on a map
where you are not at
you can literally go into your phone and
drop a pen
anywhere on the map
and it not be where you’re at
so now what i have sent to my brother or
to god or to my future is a false
thank you lord
i’ve sent him a false locator
to my real situation
and most people when we come in here to
praise and to worship
when people get us in a small group and
they ask us how we’re doing
we drop a pen
somewhere we’re not actually at
i’m blessed and highly favored you lying
you just said in the car i don’t know
how much more of this i can take
well god’s moving you don’t believe that
you just told everybody you moving
i’m leaving here
and my question to you
if here is holy
have you been identified here
have you brought definition to where
here is for you
not here for everybody else that’s why i
tell everybody god does not bless who
you pretend or where you pretend to be
he blesses who and where you actually
are your blessing is here
and many people i’m finding out that
they would rather put up the facade
of faith
and the facade of faithfulness
than to say god you know what
last few weeks i just ain’t been feeling
it
i’m done
with the church they started shouting i
didn’t feel nothing
and god honestly i’m here out of
obligation
and i actually
don’t know if i want to keep
serving you
do you know how anointed
that moment of here
because it’s not fake
it’s not phony it’s not inauthentic and
god is saying to you
so where are you really
everybody say here
as you’re here i’m insecure about my
future
but i’ll act like everything’s okay
somebody say here
my identity has been in my children but
i’m not sure who god’s called me to be
somebody say here
i’m describing some things that maybe
will bring detail
to where you’re here is because if you
do not added
if you do not identify here
god cannot ever do the work he wants to
do for you here
somebody say here
i have to be the life of the party but
i’m tired of performing
somebody say here
i have more money than i know what to do
with but there’s still something missing
somebody say here
i’ve been in church all my life but i
don’t feel god’s presence anymore
somebody say here
i’m taking you somewhere what i’m trying
to do is break down the layers of lies
the church has tried to make us feel
like we need to have to be acceptable
before god
he does not need your covering
or your coding
or your cover-up
he wants
you
the real you
the naked and understand you the you
that cusses at home
y’all so fake
he wants the you that watches the real
housewives of atlanta
but you only do it when everybody’s
asleep because you don’t want anybody to
think you actually like that show but
you have it saved
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because you don’t want the perception
that people think of you to be different
but it’s actually something that is
itching a scratch in you
the real somebody say to real me
i’m telling you i’m about to undress
this religious spirit
that’s been on the church
that keeps us on sundays
everybody say here
i’m the first one in my family to ever
graduate college but now i feel the
pressure to be successful
somebody say here
i’m everybody’s friend but no one’s
companion
those hears are starting to get real
somebody say here
i got the keys to my dream home
but i’m not happy
here
the drink used to be a choice but now it
seems to be necessary
somebody say here
we’re trying to hold it together for the
kids
but i don’t think we’re gonna make it
another year
somebody say here
this is the most holy place you can be
this week if you do nothing else i want
you to write
a declaration of here
here’s where i am
i’m satisfied in this area i’m
discontent in this area my marriage
feels like this and i’m really more
concerned about my bid i want you to be
honest about
here it’s the most holy thing you could
do
is to figure out where here is
i’m frustrated that we’re not in our
building
but i’m excited and expected that we’re
back at 15 19 with green chairs and
green carpet
i’m
here yeah yeah
i want my son to develop but i am i am
seeing the work god is doing in me and
patience right
i don’t know
what our future holds
but i’m standing here full of faith
asking god to give me direction
right here
where are you actually at
because without that pin dropped
god can’t direct you anywhere
so you thought it was about god coming
to you no
he’s trying to take you somewhere but
you have not defined
here
i’m a workaholic and i want my kids to
appreciate things
so i give them everything but none of me
i’m right
here
that is more holy
than anything you could tell me on an
instagram post
i’m sick
of my body
but i emotionally eat
so every night at 10 o’clock i have to
have something that fills my flesh to
make me go to sleep
i am
here
what would happen
if the church would actually
identify
where we actually are
somebody asked me
how did you feel when all these
different people
were talking about you and this and all
that other stuff
and i couldn’t tell them where i was
[Music]
cause i didn’t trust them enough
see you got to be smart
you got to be very intentional but when
i was on that balcony
with my community
i told them where i was
i told them how it made me feel
i told them i said i don’t know if i
should preach sunday
because i’m a fighter
and i know that if i stand up on that
platform with venom in my heart
i give it to people
but i do know that i’m supposed to stand
up on that platform on sunday because i
got to lead my people
so what i’m asking you is to pray for me
here this was thursday i had to preach
on sunday
pray that god would do a creative
miracle in my heart
so that cause i’m here right now
i’m not about to faint with you i want
to rip
i want it quick with your words
what you do is i can tell you what you
can do with spit
like
but where i was at
i had to be honest with where i actually
was
and can i tell you within 48 hours
my heart went from a place that was
hardened and had venom in it
to a place where i was praying for my
enemies
was asking god please let him watch
please let him just see or hear god plea
like i what
not because i was a perfect man
it’s because i was a progressive man and
i dropped my pen
where i was actually at
somebody shot at me here is holy
and i’m coming against a religious
spirit
that is in pulpits
that is in boardrooms
that are in exercise fertility
facilities in schools and even breeding
in your home
that is teaching people to be
unauthentic with where they are because
it makes you feel uncomfortable
if your child
is in gender confusion right now
let them say it to you
you can’t help them after it has already
cemented in their heart and in their
mind that this is who i am and they’ve
gone to people who think and agree you
don’t even have a say because you
wouldn’t let them be where they were
here um i know i’m about to i’m about to
offend a lot of people
but at the end of the day
i don’t want somebody else
through television and social media and
somebody who would accept it because
they couldn’t be honest
with who they were
here is the place god will transform you
so this is our confession all year i
want you to say it with me i am here
and because god is here
here is holy
say it again i am here
wherever that is
how however confusing that is
however hurtful that is everybody say i
am here
i hate it here i don’t want to be here i
wish i was somewhere else but i
am
here
and because god is here with me
he’ll never leave me or forsake me
i can stand and declare in this moment
here
is
holy so my question to you this week
will you drop a pin
everybody say drop a pin
see the thing about a pin
is when you drop a pin
it identifies you
it tells you and everybody else
where you at when god asked adam and eve
where are you in the garden
he didn’t lose them
he was asking them do you know where
you’re at
he’s doing what i’m asking you to do you
know where you’re at
everybody say drop a pin
ahead and just drop a pin on me real
quick
and like
when a pin is dropped
that means every step i make if i go
this way if i make a step
if i if if i make a step
i am located
god is saying his holy spirit
wants to give you the ability to step
and god know exactly
i’m still addicted to some things but
god knows exactly oh i’m about to preach
this
i’m still struggling in some issues and
some trauma from my past but god knows
exactly
drop a pen
this week
if you don’t hear me say anything else
drop a pen
sometimes
when i want to backslide
and i want to go to a different
direction and i try to outrun god
when i’ve already committed and
submitted my life to him
the pen is on me
[Music]
see when you dedicate and consecrate
your life to god
he said you can run
but it met me
y’all don’t hear me right now
the reason god is saying
use the rest of this year and act like
i’m not speaking to you
run away from me
and my love
and my grace
is chasing
you
somebody say drop a pin
every step i take
every move i make
every prayer i pray
everybody god calls me to love everybody
he tells me to disassociate it from
he’s saying i have your steps doesn’t
the bible say the steps
of the righteous man and woman
their ordered
ordained
predestined
by
god
what i’m saying to you is
if i act like state keep the pen right
here
if i act like
no no actually keep the pen right there
if i act like
this is where god told me to be
i’m right here serving in ministry doing
what god called me to do
and the anointing
and the grace
and the mercy
and the wisdom the best thing you can do
is get right back under
the place
here
he calls you to
because when i get here
say god here i am that’s what happened
in a best western
when bishop
took me to a fathers and son conference
i was like he want me to be the what
of the who
i literally told him i don’t like people
that much because at that moment
the unrefined version of where i was
did not see myself doing what was
necessary
but god said
you’re okay right here
but get on the floor and say yes
and at two or three in the morning i got
on the floor
and when i got on the floor and told god
yes
here i am
he marked me
he put a pen on me
and he said you can walk
but everywhere you go
you can run you can try
to not
see what i’m doing in your life but
everywhere you go
i got your location
because here
is
holy
listen to me
as you begin to move in this year
everywhere you find yourself
every single place
is holy
i want to say it that slow
and that methodical because that’s how
it’s going to feel
this year is not the year of the
exciting
it’ll be exciting when you get there
but here
will be about obedience
i told
somebody on my team i got a call two
days ago
to speak at one of the largest churches
in the world
on a last-minute whim
and the holy spirit said
this is a test
you know where your here is this sunday
and you could be there
but you’ll be there without me
[Music]
you better be
here
two days ago
it would have been fine none of y’all
wouldn’t know y’all would’ve thought it
was great
y’all would have thought oh my goodness
anniversary this one
that was explosive and i would have been
disobedient
to what god told me to do right
so are are you aware of where you are
are you able to communicate your
coordinates
do you have language for your location
that’s what i’m asking you to do this
week i am here can you mark yourself on
the map of destiny
i know god’s called me to do this but i
still been in this place god’s just
saying all i need my church to do is be
honest
about where they are
because they don’t have to stay there
if they acknowledge here how do you
spell there
t
h
e
r
e when i want to go there
it’s spelled
t
h
e
r
e what god told me he said put the cross
before here
if you just put the cross that’s a t
seek me
first
above everything else
if you would just put the cross here
it’s going to take you
there
put just write it down you’ll see what
happens
he said here
is the substance of there
the majority of the word there
is oh my god
y’all this has been ruining me too long
and we always think that it’s about
there when they see me as this there and
when i have these connections there and
when our church gets to this amount of
people there and god said the substance
of there
is always found in here today while i
stand here and honor bishop and pastor
debbie and honor my parents and honor
bishop pearson and honor pastor filke
and honor tammy and brie and all of the
people pass about why i do that is cause
the only way i stand
here
is because they stood in there here
and many people
are dependent on you focusing on what
god’s placed in your hand now
you will make other people miss they’re
there
because you won’t focus on
here
you trying to get there and god said
dear is taken care of if you would
become right
here
change your speech here
tame your tongue
here
learn humility
here all this platform does is magnify
what’s really in me some of y’all acting
like when i get money all it’s gonna do
is really expose you when you get money
it’s gonna make you more of who you are
if you’re self-centered and egotistical
and prideful get you some money give you
some platforms it’s coming out
and god’s saying that’s why i’ve kept
you in the dark
that’s why i’ve hidden you
so that i can do the work everybody shot
at me here
some of y’all wondering well i have all
the credentials
to do this and god said but you don’t
have the character
credentials without character
always kill something
you’re gonna see it in what i’m saying
to you today because here everybody say
here
i know i sound like a broken record but
i’m coming against
the
all i see in my mind is like quicksand
y’all ever seen somebody getting
quicksand and they’re trying to move and
the more they move through it it feels
like they’re sinking
there’s so much quick singing in our
thoughts
and our theology
around what god wants for me and how
he’s going to move when i get there
and god said all of that is based off of
fear
it’s not based on faith
he literally said you do not worry about
there
when you know who holds you there and
here
most of your anxiety
most of your fear of the future
it comes because you actually hear this
don’t trust god
i’m telling you what nobody will tell
you because they want you to just yell
crazy faith but the truth of the matter
is you cannot have crazy faith here
if you don’t believe that god’s going to
be good up there
and most of us want to play a savior
instead of have one
we would rather organize our way
strategize our way
make moves in the dark and in the light
to make sure that we get to there
and god said you put me on the sidelines
and did what only you could do
is that what you
wanted you can say eyes haven’t seen and
ears haven’t heard i’ve seen this before
this is a rerun of pride
this is a rerun this goes back further
than we could capture it this is a rerun
of people trying to work themselves into
the ground this is a rerun
of self-doubt
and depression and anxiety
i have a better way for you
if you would allow me to do the work on
you where
where how do you spell ware
come on w
h
e r e how you find out where you are
the substance of where you will be
is found in
god begin to show me
dare
and where
has to do with
hearing
and the church is ready for the future
taking ground
explosion
limping the cords and the stakes in this
and i’m not saying that’s wrong
but how many miracles do we miss
cause we didn’t focus
here
i have so much to say
and i’m not even one page into my nose
because i feel a burden
and i think god’s doing it in me because
i’m the least likely candidate
to care about here
my whole life
i tolerated here
to get there
i don’t i don’t care about who’s here
now
you won’t be able to get in this place
six months from now
and god said you don’t care about who’s
there now
you don’t i gave you 200 people
yeah and all you can think about is 2
000 people
why would i trust you with more people
if you want steward over
some of y’all are believing for a
blessing
that your current blessing is
disqualifying you for
you’re believing for a car
that the way you treat your car now
is disqualifying you want a world-class
staff but you won’t take care of the
three people who’ve been down for you
when you ain’t have nothing
you’re not a good leader either
but they still following you
god said
if you do not care for
here
i can’t trust you with there
that’s the key
it’s all about trusting you
and some of you even my senior saints my
seasoned saints you’re thinking your
best days are behind you
no
god’s been trying to teach you a lesson
here for three decades
that at some point you said i’m too old
for this
i ain’t gonna have no young man telling
me dude i’m old enough to be here and
that and god said you can die
right
there
if you don’t allow me to do the work
this is different heartbeat for an
anniversary message
but god won’t let me move because
so many of us
have become
obsessed
that’s the word i want to use
obsessed with them
when god
is on assignment
and obsessed with you
right
here
we see this in moses’s life look at
exodus chapter 3 verse 4.
it says when the lord saw moses coming
to take
a closer look at this burning bush god
called to him from the middle of the
bush moses moses somebody say here i am
that was his reply
do not come any closer the lord warned
him
take off your sandals
for you are standing
on holy
ground let me give you three habits for
here
because this is so foreign to us nobody
knows what to do here
we we literally are like ah
okay on to the next
and god said
mike would you just teach him three
habits for here we find it in the
scripture
when this man
says here i am to god somebody say here
i am
that was a sign and a signature of
availability
are you available to god tony
are you of are you available and the
truth of the matter is that most of us
are tolerating god’s suggestions to us
hear what i just
said everything god says to us
is a suggestion
not a command
we can tell by how many times you’ve
obeyed him in the past 24 months
and the truth of the matter is god will
never allow you to do what he wants you
to do if you don’t want to
if you don’t want to
he not gonna make you
all throughout the scriptures
was god presenting people with
opportunities
and either they said yes or no
and when they said no
he said you sure
you really wanna
okay
and then he goes to the next available
[Applause]
you ever been the the the sixth man on a
basketball team
and you know the players that are
actually on the court are so good you
ain’t never gonna get to play
been there several times personally
they’re just bigger they’re just
stronger they got a stroke it’s just
like all right hey good job team like
you just you just become a really good
cheerleader because you’re not gonna
play
until one of them hurts themselves
damaged themselves
or on my team because we’re a bunch of
temperamental young people got an
attitude at what the coach said
and disqualified
themselves and what ended up happening
is the coach would look down the [ __ ]
and he would try to look past me but i
was like
[Applause]
[Music]
the reason i went in was not because of
my capability
[Music]
the reason i got in the game
it was my availability
and what they didn’t know is when
practice ended i stayed
even though they didn’t see my potential
i knew there was something on the inside
of me that if i worked on it
when nobody was praising me or looking
if i got a chance
i would be able to contribute to what
was happening
god is not looking for the most capable
he’s looking for the somebody shot at me
available
and when moses said here i am
that was his commitment
to availability somebody throw your
hands up and say god here i am
do you mean it
cause this week
he’s going to ask for some stuff that
you’re holding on to he’s going to ask
for it back
oh he won’t do that ask abram
after he waited 25 years to have that
son
have the son and then god said give him
back
he still had to be available
and today
i want to teach you a habit for here and
let me tell you something that nobody
told me
being available is not a one and done
availability is daily
when i come before god
today i’m available
and yesterday whoop my tail but today
i’m available again
and god i can’t stand those people
but today
i’m available again
when you say here i am to god
it’s a commitment
for the rest of your life
to say i’m available
i told the team in the back i don’t know
what the future holds
but i’m available
god give me fresh vision
give me a new word pastor mark just
prophesied you don’t even know what you
were speaking to
but what
i had when he planted those seeds from
god’s word in me and natalie’s heart is
availability
everybody say here i am
i’m available god
second habit
for here and that’s where i’m in today
and then i’m gonna next week i’m gonna
do
i cause i i don’t wanna force feed this
i just feel like you know when the food
is good but they make you eat it
it’s not as good
but when you have
space to chew and talking
you remember hold on what was that
sensation that made me feel good three
minutes ago
it was the meat and you can go back
i’m talking to you about stuff that’s
gonna make you confront you
this whole
month since 2022 started really
god’s kept me here
because being here
makes me deal with who i am
most of us are so distracted
by what’s out there
we don’t look at who we are here
you can’t look at a mirror on the run
mirrors don’t follow you
they stay
here
and you got to stay there long enough
examine me oh lord
show me who i am
what does it look like when it’s on what
does it look like when it’s off what
does it look like
you only get to see that
when you stay
here somebody shot at me here
you’re gonna start to hear this word
everywhere
you’re about to see it everywhere
and god is slowing down your life long
enough
for him to speak to you
here
you’re talking to one of the fastest
thinkers
in the world
and god’s saying stop thinking about
that focus on here
there is something holy that’s going to
come out of
this if you could hear
ah
hold on
what i h-e-a-r
determines how long i stay
h-e-r-e
the only reason i can stay
here
is because
of what i
hear
from god
this is why i’m coming as an oracle to
you
and i’m telling you hear me
it’s not there that god wants to do
something great with you
it’s right
and some of y’all been listening to the
wrong people
who are telling you it’s there
when you move to a new city
when they give you the title
when you get to this metric and this
thing and when the group blows up and
when you have this amount of money and
god’s saying you can either listen to
them
and see how many of their words come to
pass
or you can listen to me
and the sun is still orbiting and
staying in place
from one word i spoke
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do you know what god told the son
stay
here
you know what he told the ocean
stay
oh god
you can’t go past this
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remember what the subtitle of this year
is this is the year of intentional
limitation
that is creation
speaking to us every day
they tell us if the sun is one degree
closer we would in everybody and
everything would burn up
but if it was one degree further back
we’d freeze to death do you know what
god said
to creation
stay
here
where i put you
where i placed you what i separate what
if the sun was like but i want to be by
the moon
what if the sun said but i want to go
out there he said no no no no i’ve made
you holy
and i’ve set you apart
and if you produce
what i ask you to produce right
here well i feel the presence of god
it will change people’s lives
for generations
what if
this next season
is not about your capability
the sun could be one to call be one it
could be classified as a planet how big
it is
but it gave it the name it needed
gave it the specifications and told it
stay here
because now you’re functioning in watch
this is the whole thing
purpose
it’s not focusing on pleasure
it’s not focusing on our pain
the reason that we have pleasure and
pain is so that we can be able to
identify with people and live in our
purpose when the sun gets up every
morning before us
it’s functioning in its
it’s holy
it’s completely other than
every other thing in the solar system
are you
are you
exactly where god’s asked you to be
doing what he asked you to do
so that he can use you for his
purpose
somebody say here i am
when he took off his shoes
he took off his protection
so many of us have protected ourselves
for years
and god’s saying will you trust me again
i know you got hurt
i know you were
wrongly accused
but will you let me be your defender
take him off
see when he took off his shoes he took
off his protection
and what he put himself willingly
everybody say willingly
he put himself willingly
in a state of vulnerability
and when’s the last time
you have been vulnerable
no no no willingly
i’m willingly going to tell you how i
actually feel
about
our family
i feel like i’m the black sheep
and nobody calls me unless they need
something
so the reason i didn’t want to come to
christmas this year
was not because i don’t love y’all
it’s cause i feel like y’all don’t see
me
when’s the last time yeah you took off
no i’m just busy i got extra work at
the i got to get ahead i got to do you
that’s protection
take it off
the reason i haven’t started the
business
because the last time i tried i was
denied six times
and that seed of rejection
goes all the way back to my father who
didn’t want to spend time with me but i
saw him every thursday
so the reason i didn’t start the
business is not cause i’m lazy it’s
because i’m still hurting
that’s where somebody’s here is
and until
you get vulnerable before god and take
off the protection
the problem is the walls you’ve built
don’t just keep people out
they keep god out too
that head you put around your heart
that’s keeping the songs you’re a good
good father
you can sing it
but every time he tries to come open up
the door to your heart
got everything around your heart
why it’s just because you haven’t been
vulnerable
and all i’m trying to do this whole year
which is very uncomfortable for me
because i’ve always been guarded because
i would never let anybody
take my vulnerability or my meekness as
weakness
so yeah i got strength and i’ll use it
on you just so you know
try jesus
come on don’t try me because i throw it
like i like
that that’s that’s
and god said but that’s nowhere in my
word
i told you to turn the other cheek
i told you
i told you to pray for those who
despitefully use you some of y’all got
to divorce this culture that sounds good
but keeps you out of the will of god for
your life
some of these things we’re adopting as
principles to live our lives by
and they are going to get you stuck
this year i’m going to be vulnerable
this year i’m going to cry when i feel
it
you are a gangster i ain’t going to let
none of those why would you hold back
the natural emotion that god gave you to
purge
some of the things you’re feeling right
now
bubbling
just need a release
just all at me everybody around me cries
everybody my wife cries bree cries
charles always crying if he’s like they
always cry just cry oh god you and i
just feel like y’all all right
and god told me
he said michael
you don’t have to be
strong for them
i’m strong for them
i need you to be weak
towards me
because the scriptures say
in your
weakness
that’s the only place
i get to be strong
and when he was standing in god’s
presence and the soul of his feet
touched the ground what god had created
he for the first time in this moment
had sensitivity
it wasn’t just here i am availability
it wasn’t just i’m taking off my
protection vulnerability for the first
time
he was able to feel where he actually
stood
it was sensitivity
and i came to let everybody know
that god has transformed my heart and
i’m saying something this is worldwide
news right here i would not have
preached this five months ago because it
would not have been real for me
when all of the
the things came out a few weeks ago that
was god
literally taking me through a purifying
process
to give me the ability to feel again
he made me sensitive again
now when they talk about celebrities
i don’t join in
because what i’ve experienced has made
me
sensitive
some of y’all put your testimony so far
in the back burner
that people can walk up dealing with the
same thing you went through
and you have your protection on
you don’t want nobody to see how broken
you were you don’t want their perception
of you to go down and so you lie about
here you don’t drop a pen and say i’m
actually only three years away from
right where you were yeah i work on a
church staff or yeah god has blessed me
but i know exactly where you are and
they go away burdened
hurting
and ready to give up cause you
were not sensitive
god told me michael you’re gonna leave
millions of people on the table
that will never know me
if you don’t develop sensitivity
floor is way colder
than i thought it was
the only reason i can feel it
is because i took off my protection
your husband
is way more hurt than you think he is
but the only way you’re going to feel it
is if you take off your protection your
kids need you more
than them ignoring you and locking the
door
is telling you
they’re screaming for you
to actually invade their space
but you’re so distracted by giving them
vacations
that you’re not
sensitive
the boss who hates you
actually hates the thing in you that
they see about themselves
and if you would actually love them
when they’re despitefully using you
and be sensitive
you could cause transformation that has
been trying to get to them
for years
the church has been full of passion
but we have been lacking compassion
and i came on this
turning point
seven
completion
we will not be known for our passion
more than our compassion
from eight on
it’s a new beginning
and we’re gonna be humble open and
transparent
if i ever get to the place where all of
this is doing too much
and i’ve lost my way somehow
and i start putting the wrong things
in priority over the things that matter
i’m gonna be sensitive enough to get up
here and y’all might crucify me
y’all might throw me away
the one thing that i have in my life is
i’m marked
the pen has been dropped on me
and so that means i have to follow god
completely
and i might get up here
vulnerable
hurt
i said hey church um
i’m gonna ask y’all to pray for us for
the next two months
i just need i just need a break
don’t let pastors do that
because somehow they’re
superheroes
no
they got a bull’s-eye on their back
everywhere they go
i might say i just
i can’t
i need to reprioritize
what god’s doing in my life
and i want to stand up here
in purity
and do what god’s called me to do
if i ever do that
i pray that
from today on
we would be fostering a church
that would be sensitive
to the holy spirit
and there would be people that say
pastor
thank you
we were feeling this
six months ago but didn’t know how we’ve
been praying for you we’ve been asking
we’ve been sensitive
to what god is doing
and i’m making a commitment to you
that i will always be sensitive to the
holy spirit
this is the point where many ministries
mess up
we can do whatever we want to do
we got the resources we got the people
we got the this we got the that
and god said michael
come back
here
to the secret place
get in my presence
and i will reveal to you if you put the
cross first
what there looks like
and if god’s calling me back to the here
that he knows he can speak to me he’s
calling all of us
the question is are you available
are you vulnerable
and are you
sensitive
let me say this one thing
sensitivity is a strength
and i need to speak to males and i need
to speak to specifically
african-american males you want a black
history moment
let’s change history
let’s be
men of god
who take off our protection
you don’t cry baby you’re a man you’re a
dick stop raising our sons in
trauma-filled environments
that make us suppress
what we feel you don’t go out for i give
you something to cry about no that
actually hurt my feelings
and even though it wouldn’t hurt your
feelings
i need to express this
or i’m going to begin to express it in
ways
that are damaging why do we live in a
fatherless generation
see i’m talking about stuff don’t nobody
want to touch but the reason why the
reason i got to go have sex with all
these girls is because all of my
emotions have been suppressed and
depressed so i need to get it out some
way
and now i’m raising generations
of fatherless children
because i was never sensitive
and who can you be honest with
where do you go
i want to make this a hospital
for humanity
what jesus said
come to me all of you
who are burdened and heavy lady
and i will exchange you
and i will give you everybody say rest
this next season where we say here is
holy
it’s going to be the most restful season
of our life
why
because god is here
and i am here
so what
here is
holy thank you lord
for getting us here
can somebody just think for 30 seconds
about all god had to do to get you here
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i’ve been sensitive to your holy spirit
today father there was so much more i
wanted to preach
but thank god for next week
because you’re doing something here
um
i’m coming back to the heart of worship
hallelujah
where it’s all about you
it’s all about you jesus
i’m sorry lord
for the things i’ve made this
cause it’s all about you
it’s all about you come on this is our
prayer just say i’m coming back to
heart of
worship
where is all right here what you want to
do with me here it’s all about you
gee
i’m sorry
for the things my bad god i made it
about other things but
it’s all about you
come on just lift your hands right there
somebody say i’m coming back i’m coming
back to what you started me
what you started in me a long time ago
as passionate as i was seven years ago
i’m coming back to that god the thing
that didn’t need no money no title
father god i’m sorry god i’m sorry for
making it about likes and clicks by the
garden and platforms and stages god
right now i’m being vulnerable i’m
taking off my protection come on
somebody needs to say that in your own
life i’m coming back
here we are god
at the end of an era
saying we are making you first
forgive me lord i’m sorry for making it
about arenas
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okay so watch this
so moses goes through all of this
he says here i am somebody say here i am
it’s availability he takes off his
protection and that was vulnerability
and then he’s standing in the presence
of god and that sensitivity
but look what happens when he’s
sensitive i love the word of god
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he now is in the same position
but what was normal
just became holy ground
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he didn’t move
but just those three acts
of saying here i am
taking off his protection
and standing in the same place he was
standing before him
his situation didn’t change
but his perspective
was transformed
god took an ordinary place
and turned it into a holy moment
because he acknowledged here
what are you saying to me pastor mike
when you acknowledge here
your perspective can change in the same
position
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god does not have to give you another
job
to give you a miracle
god doesn’t have to give you another
wife
to give you the marriage that you you
can be standing ten toes down in the
same position
and god will turn
what was regular
into miraculous
because you became available
vulnerable and sensitive
moses didn’t take a step
and god said don’t come any closer
because where you’re standing right now
is holy ground
god doesn’t have to grow our church
anymore
god doesn’t have to add another
subscriber
everything changed
because i change
right
for you
you don’t need more money
you need more availability
you don’t need more friends
you need more vulnerability
you don’t even need anybody to know your
name
you need to be sensitive in the presence
of god
and god can turn a regular here
into a here is
holy
father
thank you
come on hands lifted everywhere
thank you for slowing us down enough
to hear you here
and father any of us
that have been addicted to the theology
of there
i thank you father that you can do a
work on the inside of us right now
that brings us to a place of
acknowledgement oh
that i am here
and because you are here with me here is
holy
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speak lord your servants have slowed
down enough to
listen hey
whatever you want to do in this year
whatever you want to do in this ministry
whatever you want to do in my life i’m
saying here i am god
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write the story god i want to be a part
of what you want me to part of dropping
the pin here is my job father but where
we go from here is your job god i will
listen and i will open
because it’s all about you
it’s all about you
so i’m coming
back to the heart
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if you’re if you’re in this moment and
you’ve never accepted jesus as your
personal lord and savior
i want to give you an opportunity to
accept him not tomorrow
not there but right here
today’s the day of salvation
and the fact that i stand up here seven
years after being handed the baton
to lead this church with all of my flaws
somebody who was addicted to pornography
a liar a manipulator i had so much um
just dark things in my heart from years
of trauma and things i want like and god
said you with all of that
i’m gonna transform you i’ma sanctify
you
i’ve justified you and i’m gonna use you
and i’m gonna set you apart i’m gonna
make you whole i would have never
thought i’d be standing here talking to
you
but god
and today
i want to give you a but god moment in
your own life
i want you to be able to say everything
for real what you really did what really
was going on and then you’re able to say
but there was a moment that god came in
but you got to invite him in he’s not
going to knock
your
your your the door to your house down
you’re going to have to invite him in
they told me
that as of today
in 2022 over 5 000
nine what is it
5943 people have given their life to
just in the last five weeks y’all
glory to god
this is why our church exists if you
don’t get excited about that you got to
move around
like
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but what if
that’s what god did back there
and today he wanted to
produce an opportunity for salvation for
hundreds if not thousands more right
here
make the greatest decision of your life
it took me from being all of those crazy
things i told you not to being a perfect
man but a progressing man
to hear my daughters on that little
video
y’all i was a wreck after that part
say that i make time for them and i’m
this and i’m that to them and i’m there
for them i wasn’t that man god has
transformed me
but i couldn’t have done it without him
so today if you’re tired of carrying the
heavy load and the burden by yourself
today
i want you to give your life to christ
right
here on the count of three if that’s you
and you’re saying pastor i want you to
include me in that prayer today i’m
saying here i am somebody say here i am
if you’re saying here i am in your heart
and you want jesus to be your personal
lord and savior on the count of three i
just want you to raise your hand one
you’re making the greatest decision of
your life too nothing magical happens at
this moment but transformation begins to
happen in your life and your name will
be written in the lamb’s book of life
three just shoot your hand up amen it
doesn’t matter who’s around
or what what’s going on
god saw that
you just located yourself
you just dropped a pen
and you said god here i am somebody say
here i am
could you put that pin on me just one
more time cause today i want to pray
this prayer and i want you to see
yourself
this is where god has dropped the pen on
you and said from now on come on bring
the pen over here where the pen at it’s
over here come on bring the pen or do i
need to stand under the pen where the
pen at here we go
where you going you come this way
i’m going to stand here until the pen
finds me lord i’ve been lying about
where i’ve been at god but today here i
am oh
here i am god
here i am
don’t drift away from me lord
you drop the pen
i want you to pray this prayer
wherever you are whatever nationality
whatever country you’re in in
transformation church we’re a family
nobody prays alone
we’ve all made this decision
and so we’re going to pray with you
because you got a new family everybody
say god
thank you
that you have sent your son
just for me
right here
today i give you my life
i surrender
i believe you lived
and you died
just for me
today
i’m getting vulnerable
here i am
use me
change me
transform me
i’m yours
in jesus name
amen can we give god praise right now
brother oh y’all better help me there’s
hundreds of people in this moment that
are giving god the ability to locate
them
and guess what
this location works in the natural and
the supernatural
your name has now been written in the
lamb’s book of life
and your eternity is secure
now we’ve got to live out this history
and how we live out this history changes
everything
today i’m grateful
and i’m honored
to on our seventh anniversary lead you
into the only thing that matters what we
set out to do from the very beginning is
represent god
to the lost and the fount for one reason
what is it transformation in christ and
you just experienced that so if you just
got saved i want you to text the number
on the screen text saved and we’re going
to give you some resources we’re not
going to hound you we’re going to help
you and we want you to be everything
that god’s called you to be go back and
watch some of the other sermons here
start this whole sermon series over go
back and watch forgiveness university go
back and watch relationship goals go
back and watch crazy faith we want to
help you on this journey so you can be
all that you can be i promise you this
will be the best year of your life
if it is your best year spiritually and
you just dropped the pen and said god
here i am so i’m telling you that right
here
here is holy
would everybody just stand up everywhere
cause right here
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on this day gone right
just declare that right here
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thank you for letting me and natalie
lead you
thank you for giving us the ability
to be flawed and faithful
this is the beginning of something new
and i promise you on this anniversary
sunday
that you have not even begin to
experience the level of transformation
that is about to happen through this
house
there will be no more fake no more
facade no more just passion
we’re going to be a church led by
compassion
and it’s going to change this world
i love you
i believe in you
and the best days of your life
are right
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so y’all thought i was about to say up
ahead of you
the best days of your life
are right
here somebody just say it the best days
of my life
are right
here
because here is holy father bless the
people
thank you for getting us here
and i vow in front of everybody to
continue to give you glory honor and
praise for all you’re saying and doing
thank you for all the people who flew in
all the people who sent words and videos
thank you for this church who really it
is the anniversary of all the people’s
lives you’ve transformed hundreds of
thousands of people will be in heaven
because of the yes of bishop and pastor
debbie mcintosh and today we celebrate
them we celebrate this people and most
of all we celebrate you god this is your
anniversary of faithfulness we give you
glory we give you honor and we give you
praise it’s in jesus name we agree
somebody say amen we love you let’s
celebrate all weekend god bless you go
out and live a transformed life
you