In case you’ve ever wanted to know Dave + Joyce’s secrets to staying [happily] married for decades, this is the episode you’ve been waiting for! Today they share the good, bad, and ugly of their early years together, how they learned to pray effectively about their marriage, plus a hilarious disagreement over Dave’s shirt that gave us all a good laugh.
Whether you’re single, married, divorced, or somewhere in between, Dave + Joyce’s stories and life lessons will give you tools to help you grow in your relationships.
Joyce Meyer, one of the world’s leading practical Bible teachers and New York Times best-selling author, shares encouragement and advice to help us enjoy our daily lives.
With a heart to share Christ and love people, Joyce’s messages help people in all walks of life to grow in their faith, learn to study the Bible, find healing from the wounds of life, get answers to life’s questions and encounter the love of God in a powerful way.
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hi everyone welcome to joyce meyer’s
talk it out podcast this is where joyce
teaches the word of god in her practical
no-nonsense way and my friends and i
talk about the real stuff of living it
and hold nothing back i’m ginger stocky
with erin cluley and jay three friends
who understand the importance of having
honest loving women around you and when
we need a little extra help we ask miss
joyce who’s here with us today
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exactly and you’re all with us today as
friends who are here to talk it out and
we have something we have never had on
the show groundbreaking so exciting we
have a mail
welcome dave meyer i’m on the spot
yes you are it’s so fun to have you with
us we’re
really looking forward to this i think
it’s going to help a lot of people give
some great advice we’re talking about
marriage so um marriage that’s watching
jesus
this is what stuck in my mind i don’t
know why
but there there are so many aspects of
different places we talk about how we’re
in different stages of life
and
everyone listening is in a different
place in their own relationships so
we’re going to dig right into your
relationship as well as ours and
everybody else’s so why don’t we start
by you guys telling us how long you’ve
been married and just
give us a little background
well we’ve been married 54
long
long
wonderful years
and i would say most of them have been
pretty great the early years were a
little tough because i had been sexually
abused by my dad and
had all kinds of problems but didn’t
know i did i thought everybody else had
the problems and if they would just do
what i wanted them to we’d all be fine
yeah and uh so i was pretty rough one
day those first few years but he’s so
easygoing that he uh
he he managed it better than than most
people would and uh
so what was it like for you in those
early years well i have a survival
mentality yeah and so
you know i mean it was the early years
were tough because uh
you know
not only had you been abused by your
father but you’ve been abandoned by your
mother and rejected by your first
husband
so you came and loaded for bear yeah
because
you had
all this stuff pinned up inside of you
and
i was the one who’s going to get it
released
on me you know and so i and i truly
didn’t know i had a problem
he didn’t i mean i really
i just thought everybody would just do
why doesn’t everybody do what i want him
to you know i didn’t know he had a
problem either
i remember dave and i had been married
just about three weeks and he looked at
me one day and he said what is wrong
with you
and i wasn’t real sure that anything was
wrong with me but uh
even then we look back we talk about it
and we sound like it was all terrible
but we we had fun even then yeah well
you guys definitely have a lot of fun
today i think that’s a great place to
start because
you guys you have to know this joyce was
already here with us and then dave
walked in
and joyce tell them what you said well
the first thing i said is why didn’t you
wear the shirt that we agreed that you
were going to wear
he had me
go in his closet and approve the shirt
that he had out and then he shows up in
something else
and he he asked me can i wear a polo
shirt and i said no we’re a dress shirt
and here he is in a polo shirt that says
boss on it
and
i said i said it’s it’s the shirt you
approved not the shirt i approved
and i
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something that i just
kind of feel like i want to start with i
know that there’s all kinds of people
that um
you’re on the verge of divorce or you’re
contemplating divorce or you just feel
like you don’t know if you can
make it with this person that you’re
married to
but
i just really want to encourage people
to
try to make the one you’ve got work
because there aren’t any perfect
relationships
and if you throw one away think you’re
going to get another one that’s going to
be different
it may have not the same problems as
your first one but there’s going to be
problems we always say the grass is not
always greener on the other side and
i just felt like i really wanted to
encourage you to
you know realize that we haven’t been
married 54 years because it’s all been
easy we
we made a commitment to god and
he’s been in the midst of our
relationship and i’m sure that there
were many times that dave stuck it out
because of his love for god and you know
many times when i didn’t give up because
of my love for god and
that’s important that you really
make a decision if you’re a christian
that you’re going to do what you believe
god would have you do not just what you
feel like doing i think that’s so great
because
there’s there’s something in
working there’s something in
god
doing something in a relationship
between two people
and so we want to talk more about that
to give people the the tips and the fuel
that they need at the same time joyce
you’ve been through a divorce right so
you also know
the other side of that and jay’s sitting
here
going through a very difficult time in
her life where things are are not always
the way that you want it to be i guess
is the right thing to say well i married
the first
guy that paid any attention to me
because i thought nobody would ever
really want me because of
what my dad had done to me and so i got
married when i was 18.
and i married a guy that was 19.
and
i don’t know which one of us had more
problems you know and a lot of times i
say desperate people do desperate
dumb things and many times you just grab
anything for fear of having nothing
and
it’s really
it’s really not even fair to say that we
had
a five-year marriage because we were
separated those five years more than we
were together
and on two different occasions he
abandoned me in other states
and i mean just
left one day to go to work and never
came back yeah and um
so
on top of the rejection i’d already
experienced
more rejection wasn’t really yeah right
what i needed but i i got it and so we
were married
five years he ran around with other
women he was a petty crook he wrote bad
checks all the time and ended up
shortly after our divorce he ended up
going to prison
you know when
when we got married because of the hurt
the joyce
experienced
she came in with a controlling spirit in
other words she wanted to control the
situations because she knew if she
controlled or felt if she controlled the
situations
that she wouldn’t get hurt again
and
that i think that happens in a lot of
marriages i think what happens is a lot
of
a lot of whether it’s a man or a woman
comes into situation where they’ve been
into a marriage where they’ve been hurt
in some way abused in some way then they
come in with that controlling spirit and
a lot of times what you have on the
other side is a person that
allows themselves to be controlled
and when you have a controlling spirit
and a person that allows themselves to
be controlled
you have a situation that
has to end up in disaster you know
there’s no way
no way around it unless that person
realizes or learns
that they can do something about it they
don’t have to stay in that situation
right but they have to be they have to
have knowledge in that area and that’s
why the word of god is so important
because the word of god
reveals
your position in a marriage
and you can’t succumb to a person
controlling you because if you do
you’re actually hurting yourself and
that person timing is very important in
a situation like that yeah and dave was
very
long suffering and patient with me for a
long time and
then he finally did start confronting me
and oh man it was like
a nightmare when he did because i just
blew up but
probably if he would have done it any
sooner than he did i would have probably
just left yeah i just want to encourage
people that it’s
you know if you’re in a situation where
you’re being controlled or you’ve let
somebody control you and you feel like
you need to confront them you need to
make sure that you pray
and make sure you have the time right
and not just do it on your own timetable
you know how did you know it was the
right time to say something actually the
holy spirit and uh
i you know
i would pray in situations i’d go off
and pray but when i pray i wouldn’t just
pray
that i i saw something that i thought
was wrong and joyce
or she was doing it she shouldn’t have
been doing i would pray also that god
would show me if there’s if i’m not
seeing this thing right and reveal to me
the truth you know if i’m uh so that i
can change and i think you have to be
open-minded when you pray you have to
have that open mind because if you pray
if you go in with a judgmental attitude
praying you know that’s a situation
where god can’t really do anything
because you’re really hindering him from
doing it you’re judging the whole
situation instead of letting god judge
it and so um
you know that’s and also when i when i
confronted her
when the holy spirit told me now it’s
time now she’s ready confront her and
when i did
if i’d have confronted her before that
it would have been i would have felt bad
but when i did i felt total peace i felt
peace about confronting her and and uh
somebody did she was like a bull in the
china closet but i was so mad oh yeah
she was very mad but
it’s like i felt this piece and it was
like let her be mad let her be mad
she’ll get through it and when she does
she’ll get some free but that wasn’t
that didn’t come automatically for you i
i know you’ve said that you you are at a
point where you were just in tears and
didn’t know oh yeah
that came over a period of time because
i was trying to you know deal with the
situation and learning what to do and
apply how to apply the word of god and
as i did as i applied the word of god
learned what to do and applied the word
of god
that then then you know god began to
give me
you know uh understanding and and
clarity in in the whole situation yeah
and and getting that and and then the
holy spirit said now it’s time
and
at that time i it was
i wanted to jump in and just say thank
you both for
being so honest and transparent about
your relationship and i really encourage
all the women that are watching this
possibly have your husbands watch this
episode because
it had more people
done this i don’t i think
there could have been potential for
what happened in my marriage not to have
happened if more
leaders in the faith would be honest
about the trials of marriage but also
understanding
like the the leading of the holy spirit
we say it all the time but when it
actually comes time to practice it it’s
a little challenging so a lot of times i
believe with my ex-husband like i came
in with a lot of baggage as well from my
marriage which was one of the reasons
why at the end after i found out about
the affair after i found out about
everything i was really just at a place
where i was like i’m willing to try to
make it work i wanted to try
to make my relationship work but he he
was so checked out by this time and
didn’t have a lot of um males in his
life speaking that truth of leading and
asking god for wisdom on how to help
someone that had been so damaged so i do
want to thank you guys for for sharing
the honesty
of the trials of marriage and also just
encouraging those that are watching like
maybe ask your your spouse to to watch
this because this is this is very very
helpful yeah
most of the time it’s a it’s a lack of
knowledge
of what to do in given situations you
know but then when you get the knowledge
then you have to apply that knowledge
right and so there’s two things there’s
two things that have to happen first
gaining knowledge and applying the
knowledge and if you don’t apply the
knowledge you gain the knowledge and
don’t apply to knowledge and
you know the situation can’t usually
people just get angry yeah and they
don’t really deal with it on any kind of
a spiritual yeah
level and one of the things that dave
did
and i think this is something very
important for our viewing audience to
hear today was
dave decided that
he couldn’t do anything to make me happy
but he decided he was going to be happy
and enjoy his life anyway
and i think so many people you let your
joy be dependent yeah and what the other
person is doing and actually
initially it angered me
that
i was so unhappy and he was so happy
yeah i didn’t seem to care this isn’t
right
over a long period of time it became a
really great witness to me
that he was so stable
and i it made me hungry for the joy that
he had yeah yeah and uh kind of showed
me that you know you can have joy even
if
the other person’s not doing everything
you want them to and i just think that’s
really important if you’re in a marriage
that is challenging or difficult
don’t don’t let the other person make
you unhappy all the time do what you can
to make them happy but if they’re not
going to be happy
i remember dave said to me he said i’ve
tried everything i know
and
you’re obviously not going to be happy
so i’m not going to try anymore
you can be unhappy if you want to but
i’m going to enjoy my life and be happy
i’ll love you
and show love to you but it’s your
choice to receive that love you know it
had to be hard sometimes to keep loving
when oh yeah it was hard but
there were times when when she would
stay mad at me and wouldn’t wouldn’t say
a word to me for weeks
one time three weeks wouldn’t say a word
determined
but of course that’s why i murdered that
spitfire i like that you know spitfire
energy he likes a challenge and he got
one
you know uh at that time was when i
really learned the holy spirit showed me
you know
you can enjoy your life just go on and
enjoy your life and it like she was
saying it made her real mad real mad but
boy was that man
it didn’t bother me at all you know
usually something like that would affect
a person and cause them to change what
they’re doing but i had such a piece
about it that i was doing the right
thing it bothered me that it didn’t
bother him
so did you think through this you know
i need to get out of here this this
isn’t working for me or
did you want what he had and that kept
you there no i never really
thought about leaving dave
i don’t know why because things were
such a mess but
i guess you know deep down inside i knew
he was right
but i hadn’t i hadn’t come far enough in
my walk with god to where
i really was ready to do something about
it until one day
and i still remember exactly
where we were at in the house he was
getting something out of his closet and
i was being a smart aleck like i usually
was
and giving him trouble and he said he
just looked at me and he said you know
what
he said if i depended on you to make me
feel like a man
i would be
in big trouble
and he said i just want to tell you that
i’m not real sure how long i can put up
with this
but
i don’t think i can put up with it
forever
and that actually really put
the fear of god in me because i knew
from my experience with dave that he
wasn’t the type to just make idle
threats
i knew that if he said something that he
meant it and so i really started trying
to
behave better
and i remember after about a year i said
to him well you know
am i’m doing better aren’t i’m doing a
lot better and he said yeah some
and i thought wow
but
you know the other thing that i wanted
to make sure that we tell people today
is that
one of the biggest mistakes that people
make in marriage is they start trying to
change each other
exactly you don’t like what the other
person’s doing so you try to change them
you try to make them be different and
why don’t you speak to that today
the best marriage is uh is
when a husband allows the wife to be
herself and when a wife allows the
husband to be themselves that’s that’s
the way we are now i mean we or we allow
each other to beat ourselves you know
and uh
we’re both imperfect
yeah and that doesn’t mean we don’t
do things wrong or even
well actually we haven’t had words for a
long long time yeah
just about a lot of people call it a lot
of people call them arguments i call
them heated discussions
you know and uh
we haven’t had that for a long long time
but it’s because we give each other the
freedom to be ourselves you know and
really that’s what
that’s really how to become one flesh
because you know you accept the person’s
flaws and you almost like things that
things that used to make me so mad that
dave would do
now they’re almost funny they’re almost
humorous to me almost like
almost
like play golf she used to fight me for
um
she used to say
you got it you can’t play golf you can’t
black open and i said well i’m going to
play golf and uh
so
over a long period of time now she’s got
to the point over uh over
all those years now she’s got to the
point where she’s like why don’t you go
play golf
so how do you determine like what are
the things that are important enough to
have a heated conversation about and
what are the things that you just let go
and
give them just the room to be themselves
well obviously if what somebody’s doing
is sinful sure you know you need to
confront that but most of the things
that people end up getting a divorce
over really
not in all situations you know there’s
adultery and things like that or drugs
or alcohol abuse but mo i would say the
majority of things that people get
divorces
far our just
incompatibility well who is compatible
right i mean really nobody is unless you
decide to be
on purpose and so you have to kind of
learn to pick your battles
and like dave knows my personality it’s
a little bit
i guess sassy would be a good word for
it you know i wrote a different phone at
one time i’ve usually got i’ve usually
got it i’ve usually got something to say
about it about sassy lassie
it really means a lot to me that he lets
me be myself i don’t feel
pressured
to be somebody else and you know dave
loves sports and i don’t really care
anything about any of them and
you know that was a big thing for a long
time you just you can’t make somebody
not like something if they like it and
you can’t like he’s got a little more of
a laid back personality and i’m more
aggressive and you know
i always try to make him be more
aggressive and he finally told me he
said you better thank god i am the way i
am or you wouldn’t be doing what you’re
doing and so really
so often god gives us the perfect person
yeah
but we we stay so busy trying to make
them be what we think they should be
that you never realize that god’s given
you what you need well actually what
happens is uh
most of the time in marriage is uh
your opposites you know yeah tell me
about it
is
you try and make the person be the way
you are and you actually married them
because
they have
attributes that you don’t have yeah and
so uh you’re trying to make them be like
you and really
it’s really not what you want no but
dave i know the right way
i’ve seen so many people these days get
like divorced over
such little things like even if you
would like a younger couple that are our
newer couple like would have still been
upset about the the polo shirt thing
yeah yeah like i mean y’all just sitting
here and i’m like you’re not bad about
that
you know but people these days are
literally i had a conversation with
someone the other day i’m like
seriously that’s why you’re getting a
divorce like like
everybody’s just so quick to let things
go and hold on to the most petty
arguments and like i love that like to
see how you all just kind of like it was
a moment and you still were a little
upset about it you’re like i picked the
shirt out but then you’re like now y’all
are laughing about it yeah we joke about
things that mistakes you know it didn’t
really make me mad because i know how he
is
but i know yeah i love that though the
younger like couples now but you have to
learn that you have to learn it takes
time tim and i are are very different i
mean we’re opposites
and i am very hard to live with i mean i
i’m just head strong fiercely
independent and so
in the beginning we had a lot to learn
through that i had a lot to learn and
and we had a lot to figure out together
but you do tend to
not only come together but you learn how
to do things differently for one another
without changing who you are so i was
laughing yesterday when we were at a
drug store and we were waiting in line
for the pharmacy and the line was long
so of course i didn’t have a lot of
patience for that and i was getting
bored and so
i had a bottle of vitamins in my hand
and they’re playing music over the
speakers and so i started shaking the
bottle with the music and kind of
dancing around
and tim when we first got married would
be like stop it
because he’d be so embarrassed because
basically i’ve embarrassed him for 36
years now so he but this time he just he
just looks at me and he he just knows
it’s gonna happen so then we’re we’re
walking through the aisles more and
i thought he was pushing me and i said
do you want me to turn why are you
pushing me and he said i was trying to
hold your hands
[Laughter]
and i said oh it felt like you were
shoving me and he goes oh yeah because
that works so well on you
so anyway we still have a lot to learn
but
i’m i’m so interested jay and what what
you said earlier because you said
something about your own situation and
that it’s too late for me
but thank you for sharing what you’re
sharing it and i think that’s really
important because
i want to think about all the people all
of our friends who are watching right
now in the different situations that
we’re all in
and i think of you and mike too and what
you’ve been through recently and just
different things that are happening in
their lives and
for you does
is it important for you to see
a hope for for love in the future you
know to to learn like we all need to
learn okay what are my possibilities
what can god do oh it’s a 100 yeah like
it’s definitely
think that’s why i always am grateful
for the way that you share your entire
story yeah you know because it helps you
feel like okay there’s there’s light at
the other end of the tunnel because
honestly i’m just saying because my
divorce wasn’t final until like a few
few months ago like i’ve been going
through this for a while but my divorce
wasn’t final until a few months ago and
honestly i was at a place where i’m like
i don’t i don’t know if i can trust
anyone again you know i don’t know if i
can
get to the point where and then i’m like
do i because everybody wants to just
move on christians you know like want
you to just move forward i am moving
forward but i still have moments i still
have healing that i’m going through but
to hear
that you still even in your marriage
like you god gave you someone that could
that could deal with where you are so i
just shared recently some some positions
of where i was in my i went to my first
wedding
um after being divorced and that was
the most hard difficult
environment to be in to be i don’t like
and it was people that i i loved it was
people that i was happy for that
actually before i even found out about
the divorce i was like counseling like
helping them you know
because that’s what i’ve been doing for
years you know but then to feel like oh
my gosh everything that i’ve ever told
you like i’m not even worthy of i can’t
say anything about this anymore and so
to hear you being able to know that
you’ve gone through that and still be
able to god restore your heart and have
someone that comes comes into your life
to that can help you heal through that i
think it’s so important i just really
i really want
to convey the message to people to stop
looking for reasons to get a divorce and
start looking for reasons
to stay together yeah yeah
you know don’t
think about the good things and not just
the bad things i actually remember one
time
god put this on my heart i was mad at
dave about something and
and you’re kidding me
you know you never knew that dude
i took out a piece of paper and i made a
list of everything that i didn’t like
about dave
and then i made a list of everything
that i did like about him you know the
amazing thing was was the list of things
i liked
was so much longer
than the list of things that i didn’t
like yeah but we tend to focus
yeah on the few things that
we don’t like did that surprise you when
you saw that yeah it did it did it did
because you i had only focused on yeah
well he’s not this and he’s not this or
he is this and he is that and
i think that’s one of the reasons why we
are still married is because dave has
always been a real positive
person
and he is easygoing you know he’s not
quick
to get angry and i think that he looked
at the
the good parts
more than he looked
at the bad parts and i don’t know of
anybody that could stay married
if all you do is look at what’s wrong
with the other person all the time yeah
because what you focus on
becomes magnified it becomes bigger than
what it really actually is yeah in your
life you know you can you can um
in any relationship
it’s not going to be perfect right yeah
doesn’t matter what relationship it is
it’s not going to be perfect and it’s
amazing how people come into marriage
and think it’s going to be a perfect
relationship you know and so they get
out of them
they get out of marriage because it’s
not a perfect relationship yeah they’ll
have a relationship with somebody else
but it’s not a perfect relationship and
continue that relationship
so it’s really the devil he gets in
there and he he starts working on on
things and starts to really get you in
an area you know one of the things
i’d like to talk about here was
joyce
when we got in a heated discussion oh
joyce
she would
remember things from years ago
and i said where do you put all this
stuff how do you i forget it after we
had a discussion
the next day i forget it and and i’d say
hi yeah you always have a computer for a
brain how do you how do you
keep all that stuff and
remember all that stuff i said i
couldn’t remember last week what we
argued about you know and so the bible
says love takes no account yeah
of the evil done to it in other words it
doesn’t keep records yeah yeah of wrongs
and so and now i’m not that way anymore
i mean now i mean maybe i could remember
dave and i having a couple of arguments
in the last year but i really couldn’t
tell you what they were about yes now
because i do
forgive and let go of things really fast
and that’s so important in a marriage
because if you don’t let go of it the
longer you hang on to it for sure the
bigger it’s going to seem yeah to you
yeah and it’s just
all i can say is do everything you can
to make the one you’ve got work and like
i said there’s times when it won’t yeah
and i realize there are serious
situations
you don’t want to let somebody abuse you
you know you know there’s there’s
definitely reasons why
but i’m i’m talking mainly about
the people that just they let petty
things become major things or some
somebody does do something wrong in a
relationship
and
the person just you just won’t forgive
them yeah yeah i just won’t forgive you
yeah i’m going to forgive you
you know i mean you’ve been through that
you’ve had things you’ve had to forgive
and hard things to forget there are very
hard things to forgive and things you
could have easily said
you know i’m getting a divorce and felt
justified
in doing it yeah but you made a decision
that you wanted to do it god’s way
yeah he’s not easy to live with either
i’ll just throw that out there because i
said that
well let me just say dave’s not as
perfect as everybody
[Laughter]
but i’m so glad come on i’m so glad that
that
we did make the decisions that we made
that we worked through things and they
were things that that god helped us and
we could work through and not everybody
is in that situation i understand jay’s
husband wouldn’t work through it
that’s one of the things that i’m trying
to most grateful for
like i felt like
stupid because i wanted to have that
moment like once you once you find out
about you know like your husband
cheating on you or something like that
you just want to have your moment like
the movies too the other movies of the
women that bust the windows off the car
and
well i mean i’m sorry i had a moment but
but you want to have that moment of
feeling like you’ve been vindicated and
i wanted to serve him with papers but
god would not allow me to he told me to
sit still and i constantly said i’m
married until i’m not you know and i’m
like and i’m i was praying over our
marriage i was asking him could but it i
can’t force someone he served me with
papers and i said if you did that then i
mean it’s
i mean i only had 30 days to respond so
i had to sign it back even though i like
but i felt so little doing that but
honestly on the other side of divorce i
still feel at peace about the fact that
i i tried i did everything in my
possible life and that’s good that you
have that you know that you did the best
that you could you know i’m sure that
there are people watching today and
you’re contemplating marriage
you’re
thinking about getting married and
i just want to tell you that after you
get married you’re going to find out
things that you don’t know right now
yeah for example when dave and i got
married i did not know he played golf
[Laughter]
and it’s not that golf is a weird
terrible thing but he played a lot right
a lot okay
you’re outnumbered here
once a week not only was it that he
liked football baseball basketball
he even started liking sports he didn’t
even play tennis and i still do you know
i i said he liked anything that bounced
or rolled he liked it i caught him
watching putt-putt golf on tv
tv yeah oh dave it was
and i was just like really you know
and uh and she even bowl in the league
yeah younger so
you are going to find out things that
you don’t know now and you need to just
set your head for that that yeah you
know when you marry somebody they come
as is
you maybe you haven’t seen the little
tag on there but there’s an answer
yeah
that means that you know there are going
to be some falls no
nobody is perfect
and without fault but we normally
we we magnify everybody else’s and we
look at ourselves through what i call
rose-colored glasses you know we can
always make an excuse for us but for you
there is no excuse yeah and um
aaron
you and mike had a a big event not too
long ago where you guys made the
decision
tell us a little bit about what you guys
did
so
we have been through a really difficult
year this past year and it was it was
the kind where i was listening to you a
lot talk about don’t
don’t focus on the bad and look for the
good and stay and make it work and i
can’t tell you how helpful that was
so we have just been working on a lot
this year and talking through we we’re
going to stick us out we know god put us
together so
i needed
i needed to renew my vows with him
because um i it wasn’t so much about a
big thing i needed to do i my heart
needed to recommit to him that i’m going
to stick this out and you are not
perfect i know more about you now than i
knew when i said yes
um
i don’t love everything that you do but
i love you and i choose you so we
renewed our vows a couple weeks ago and
um just with my parents so my sister and
her husband and
there was something so
um
special about it because it wasn’t about
the stuff it wasn’t about the ceremony
it wasn’t about the dress it was
i have committed my life to you and i’m
gonna stay married to you and vice versa
so
it kind of changed
not changed but re-establish what
marriage means to us
i think i think that what you’re saying
is very important because i do remember
a time
where i just
was like i don’t know if i can do this
anymore yes i just don’t know if i can
do this anymore and not that whatever he
was doing was all that terrible right i
had made it out to be and uh
i i remember
making a decision
that
i was committed to this
and i was not
i’m in mm-hmm and i think that you you
have to come to that place otherwise
you’re always going to be going back and
forth and there’s always going to be a
reason why now you may leave or you’re
not going to make it work but that
commitment that you made
you’re basically saying i’m going to
stick it out no matter what where when
people get married
they may say that but they don’t really
know what’s coming right
exactly in the vows that we wrote to
each other we wrote each other letters
we both said this is what we promised 11
years ago we had no idea what that would
mean right in actuality we just were two
kids who thought the world was gonna be
perfect like that hallmark movie and
everything was gonna be rosy um but
exactly what you just said a couple
months ago the holy spirit spoke so
strongly to me and said you have to make
a decision you cannot keep saying this
or that you you have to decide you’re
going to you’re going to stick this out
right and then make your yes be yes
yeah and oh when you when you do that
you open the door for god’s to start
moving in your life otherwise you’re
basically handling it by yourself you
know yeah but when you make a new
commitment
then you’re saying god
i need you
to show me what to do and how to do it
yeah and you do you have to accept
people with their flaws yeah yeah we
have to because they’re just not i mean
there’s certain things that i’m always
going to do
and
if dave wants to stay married to me
he’ll just have to put up with it
because i’ll always do it and there’s
certain things
that could you know irritate me that
sure it’s just like that’s dave
it’s not going to change yeah actually i
love him i’m staying married to him
actually i married her for the fire you
know that’s one of the things i married
before i like that fire well it won’t go
out
if it does i stoke the ambers
anyway
she would
uh
when we had
heated discussions long time ago
i’d say
and
the way to
throw water on her her heated discussion
was to say there’s that old fire i love
it come on i know that old michael
jackson
i’d be spitfire mad and here he’s making
a joke out of it there it is oh yeah oh
good question so i’m re-engaging in the
dating scene okay you know what
re-engaging or like allowing myself
opening my heart to
to potentially yes even though i was
like
but i’m trying
what was the date like
with dave and joyce like in the
beginning when he was recording you how
did you quarter i don’t know you only
had a few right
okay well then give me date number three
or something i went to her house a lot
of times you know but uh
and spent time with her there but we
actually only had like five official
dates i took her to a basketball game to
a movie to uh out the bowl and he played
poker with his brother one night and i
knew it i knew it was a girl for me when
we went out the bowl and uh i said uh
i said you want something to drink and
she said yeah i’ll have a beer and i
said uh
and she said i’ll have a false staff and
i said false that was a beard that time
in st louis and uh i said you want to
glass she said nah drink it out of the
bottle
she’s a rounder
i just have a bottle
[Laughter]
oh i love that so much i love it will
you tell us how you met i do i do love
that i will uh
this uh god i work with an engineer
engineering field he needed a ride home
one night and uh
so i said sure i’ll get you right home
and so when i was pulling up in front of
what i did i didn’t know was her parents
home
she was outside washing her car in sharp
shards and i said
wow she’s cute i’m sorry yeah
you roll the window down like this
right now
and i said
i said hey after you’re done washing
that car you want to wash mine and she
looked at me she stared at me she says
buddy if you want your car wash wash it
yourself
and what went off of me like a stick of
dynamite was that’s the girl for me
i just feel like a cartoon
i said he either had to be a total
lunatic
or he was being led by the holy spirit
i actually had prayed you know i was i
was dating three girls at the time
because i knew it was time to get
married
when he said he didn’t believe in prayer
he believed in prayer
i was tweeting
26 years old had spent out three years
in the service and come back and
it was time to get married and so
uh i i prayed and i said god uh
i want to get married and i i need to
show me uh who to marry and uh
i said uh
give me somebody that needs help
i didn’t know at the time when i made
that statement to her and she
came back and me real sharply i said boy
i didn’t i didn’t know at the time that
she had all these problems but
i thought
any normal guy would have ran from this
real quick
but
it actually just drew me and so the next
day
the next day she needed a ride home
because her
car went to shop and so the guy he
needed to ride home again he said can
you pick joyce up and i said
yeah i said but you’re sitting in the
back seat
she sat in the front seat and i said so
you won’t wash my car and she smiled and
as soon as she did that it just broke
the ice
time i got home i got her home i had her
phone number and called her called her a
day later and
it was history after that
and we had five dates i was at our house
quite a bit of time but uh well you
weren’t at my house yes i would i just
come to the house quite a bit
my dad was a nut he didn’t let anybody
come over there
he didn’t mess with me
well he worked nights so you might have
come over at night i saw him once in a
while
not very often yeah
i love this because
it’s real life you know it’s it’s
talking i think people sometimes get
this idea of marriage that there
shouldn’t be any bumps there shouldn’t
be um like especially a godly marriage
you know
we’re just gonna
know through what god’s word says how to
do this and it’s all gonna be perfect
and and it doesn’t work that way i’ve
got a whole list of scriptures here um
about marriage and honestly so much of
it is what you’re you’re talking about
it’s the holy spirit guiding us exactly
because it’s it’s a walk it’s not a oh
here’s the answer right here in
ephesians i mean yes it’s there it talks
about marriage all through it but it’s
so much of god’s spirit helping us and
just going through it and you know the
bottom line is
jesus said if you love me you will obey
me yeah
he did not say
if you obey me i will love you he’s
already
committed to loving us but he said if
you love me you will obey me and i do
think
that people that have committed their
life to christ
that you need to be willing to do things
for the lord
that you might not be willing to do
for a person
yeah and if you if you will do things
because you love god
yeah do them right because you love god
he will make things work out
in your life yeah when i was when i was
younger you know uh
when we got married and you know when i
was younger i had a strong relationship
with the lord but then when we got
married you know i had prayed for
somebody who needs help
and so when she
began to open up
you know all the things that she had
gone through which i knew nothing about
when she started opening up on that
then you know
it did not shock me because i had prayed
previously that i wanted to help you
know i wanted somebody who needed help
and so that didn’t really shock me and
probably
something like that if you weren’t
prepared ahead of time
you know it might have
yeah yeah really got you in in a
situation like whoa what did i marry
here you know but
uh
as far as her her dumping her life on me
that didn’t affect me at all you know
joyce any advice for
women
in a marriage going into a marriage
dating whatever it may be who have
been through abusive situations
um what’s some advice to help them
to begin or or make it through a
relationship when you’ve got real hurt
well one of the things that we tend to
do is
you’ve been hurt
abused mistreated you feel like you’re
owed something
and
in a way you are
but you end up trying to collect from
the wrong person
and so don’t
my advice is don’t
don’t marry somebody
and then
blame them
for what somebody else did to you
and try to get them to pay you back yeah
only god can pay you back yeah yeah
that’s that’s what he taught me only god
he’s our vindicator
i will repay the lord says
and so if we will do things god’s way
he will repay you
i mean my gosh we’ve got such a
wonderful life now and god’s allowed us
to be in this ministry and we’re getting
to help so many people
and who would have ever thought in their
wildest imagination the first three
years of our marriage that we would be
doing something like this yeah i mean it
would have been just like so far from
impossible sure that it would have been
amazing but honestly if
if people will do things god’s way
because of their love for god no matter
how hard it is
god will
pay you back
he will
reward you the bible says in isaiah 61
that god will give you
double blessing for your farmer trouble
and
it even says he’ll give you honor
for the shame that you had and so
god
god is faithful to his word and i just
want to say again i’m repeating myself
but
be willing to do things god’s way
no matter how hard it might be
and you’ll be amazed at what god will do
in your life yeah thank you both so much
and you guys too
really thank you for sharing it i just
think it’s so important and so helpful
for people who are are with us here and
we also have a free bible study that you
can do online that is called keys to a
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that it’s free it’s there to help you it
will tell you more about what god’s word
says and help you plug into that power
of the holy spirit that we’ve been
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thank you all very much again for being
with us thank you thank you for having
us thank you thank you dave for being
our first male 1 it wasn’t that bad
right it wasn’t that bad
i was surprised i got words in you did
you did you got lots of words yeah he
sat down and he goes i don’t know it’s a
little girly yeah he’s like he’s prissy
in here
that’s all he’s getting today he said
all he gets to say
[Laughter]
and we’re gonna close out today with a
special little story as told by joyce
and dave that
we know you’re gonna love
we open a new safety deposit box and
we want to put a couple of our kids on
it and so
dave and my one son-in-law was on it and
so my son-in-law says to me well i have
one key and dad’s got the other key and
so
you’re gonna have to find his key so
when you
when you take it
to get the other two kids on there
and i didn’t have my name on there yet
that you know they’ll you’ll be able to
get into it do whatever you need to do
so i went to dave and said uh where’s
the key to the safety deposit box
i don’t know
i said what do you mean you don’t know
you got the other key
he says
i don’t know
i said well steve said he gave it to you
you got one when you went to the bank
where is that i don’t know
so for three days i’m like find the key
look for the key where’s the key find
the key so he finally starts searching
everything could not find the key
anywhere anywhere anyway okay so for two
days i’m thinking well i bet if it would
have been in the key to your golf bag
you’d know where it was
[Applause]
uh-huh yep
now i know you don’t think like that but
i would find myself thinking
i’d find myself
i find myself thinking
be nice if you just be a little bit more
responsible when it comes to this kind
of stuff and then i think no joy
shouldn’t think that no no no
no then i’d want to say something soon
how many of you know when you just like
you just want to say it so bad but you
know if you do you’re going to start
something
i’m just like peace peace peace peace
peace peace
okay so we couldn’t find the key
couldn’t find the key so i told my
son-in-law okay find out you know if we
can get other keys they said oh no we
only give out two keys if you want a new
key you got to drill the lock out of the
box it’s going to cost you 200 to get a
new lock and get new keys so i go back
to him it is going to cost 200.
for us to drill this out and i said you
know this happened once before the last
time we had a safety deposit box you
also lost the key and we had to drill
the lockout and we could not find it
you should have kept up with that key
so i’m going upstairs one morning and i
thought
i wonder if i have that key
[Applause]
i sat there as long as i could sit
[Applause]
this is my story
she’s
got this mentality that i am right i am
always right when you don’t have that
mentality
i’m talking now
pray for me right now pray for me
anyway she’s
all this time she’s told me i’ve got the
key so i’m looking everywhere i’m
looking everywhere for the key
and
i look for it for four days on and off
on the fourth day i’m sitting at the
breakfast table with her
and she says did you find that key have
you looked for the key yet
in different places and i said i haven’t
looked at the office yet i’m going to
look at the office
in my desk at the office and she says
you sure it’s not somewhere else i said
no i’ve looked everywhere else
and so she got her from the breakfast
table and as she was leaving the table
this thought came to me
what if she’s got the key
now that is the holy ghost
i knew it immediately that’s the holy
ghost oh yeah you’ve got a word of
knowledge right and as she was going
upstairs to her office the same thought
came to her
you know
i better check my
my uh
in my closet just to see
and she goes in her closet well i had i
had called my son-in-law
and asked him what the key looked like
so i could identify it you know if i if
i when i look for it
and uh she comes out
of her closet holding this key dangling
it
of course i recognize her right away and
she says is this the key
i said
and uh our one of our
helpers our
armor bearers and is in the kitchen
and immediately i said
and she she had egg all over her face
now and he has not let me forget it
i said
you maintain peace by having a humble
attitude
hey
you haven’t been maintaining peace up
for her for a long time
anyway
not only does she find that key
but then
then she goes back and finds the other
key from years before
[Applause]
did not only have egg on her face she
was buried in it
and i was so
thankful and i said lord thank you that
will take care of that will take care of
me for a couple years
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